Thursday, January 10, 2008
00:23
LL - yeahh. i really did! haas.
well, i tweaked the contrast slightly.
SHOES - thats really thoughtful you but
it doesnt really help unless i took it
myself. HAHAHAHAHAH. thanks though.
SOCK - why wld i need to pretend? you think
i need to impress you or something?
HAHAHAHAHAHAH. just playing.
QINYI - why is everyone so doubtful of my picture?
i wanna rename my dslr! haas.
DREA - heyy! thanks. that means a lot.=]
DONT HOLD URE BREATH BECAUSE YOU'LL ONLY MAKE THINGS WORSE.went over to the cousins' place tdy.
all the way to thompson area.
i say area because at my eighteenth year of existence,
i still dont know the exact address.
haas.
predictable ey?
oh well.
anyhow. i decided to take the 300year bus ride past booger land to his place because he's
enlisting into the pirates going to prison this friday!
no wait.
thats not right.
i mean booking into camp for NS!
same diff.
have ure freedom robbed.ANDWEDIDWHADWEDO!an entire day of xbox.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAcompleted this slowatfirst zombies/ hotrifleweilding vampires/outrageously easy to defeat final boss game!
with a dash of guitar and munching and captivating but possibly forget by tmr talk on economics??
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHHAHAHAHA it was a completely lazy day.
one ive been longing for months probably.
take care of ureself man.
definitely looking forward to more days like these.
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daddy and i were having one of those super rare talks on the way home.
- do whadevr you want in life. follow ure passion because whads most impt is happiness.
- be fair to other people in life.
he said.
and i agree.
if you really know me well enough or long enough,
you'd know that my relationship with my dad is not exactly the smoothest.
he's this just realy happy person.
i swear he knows at least one third of the people in singapore.
seriously.
going out with him is so grrrrr.
church for example.
HE KNOWS
EVERYONE.
you have no idea how draining it is to plaster a fake smile every three steps.lets not go into other place.
like lets see, hmm.
the carpark!
i mean seriously.
but well, knowing so many people has its definite pluses though.
ever been in a Ferrari?
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAmy dad's long time friend lent him his!
im mean seriously, how many of you wld even lend ure dumb macbook?
the car.
its so low you feel like ure sitting on the road.
i
ts so loud you ure stereo system is probably redundant.its so fast ure tongue curls back into ure throat!!nahh, the last part was exaggerated obviously.
but you'd still be inexplicably infactuated with the ride.
HAHAHAHAHHAAHAHAHHHAAHAif ure going like cheyyy.
its only a car.
then ure wrong.
screw you and you know deep inside that its facking cool.
HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHhe's a really great cook.
close ure eyes and think
TOMYAM OVEN GRILLED CHICKEN.now tell me you didnt let slide some droolll.
or at least almost.
i dare you.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHwell, the list of things abt him goes on for lightyears.
whad im trying to get at is he's probably having the best life.
the only only thing that can evr get him sad is
yupp, you guessed it.
me.i shld really work hard from now on and get better grades.
grrr. whad am i saying.
my mind is not working.
i feel like ive turned into a robot recently.
how cld i possibly be so unfeeling?
this is not me. its something sub human.
was celebrating the dissipating of recent "insomnia "
but tdy i found myself staring at the ceiling at 5 in the morning.
i rmb when my dreams of you were comical.
now they're just plain painful.
i see ure face and you suffocate me with ure words.
if only the held as much weight as sophistication.
=/
its seems youve agreed to leave it for now?
that makes me glad.
but maebe ure just to occupied to do anything abt it yet.
perhaps you'd change it after reading this?
dare i declare i hope not?
i dont know.
this is such a weak moment for me.
screw this.
oh, i do believe
in all the things you say.
benjaMEAN
PEACEOUT=/
