Monday, January 07, 2008
22:03
RESOLVE, RESOLVE.
i'll be counting down the months.
but the months, they dont matter.
its the days i cant take.
when hours move to minutes
and im seconds away.
i facking love takingbacksunday.
broke up with girlfriend.
we both invested heavily emotionally.
i hope you can forgive me for making you sad all the time.
and possibly unblock me sometime soon.
what i really need now is to get my priorities straight.
well, thats that.
we'll just have to see how this plays out.
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priorities, priorities.
i'd very much like to declare that what i really want now is to to graduate with a diploma with merit.
yeahh.
wldnt that be sweet?
can just imagine my schoolmates going, yeahyeah.
yoko will go, "benjishy you pwner, i love your pimples!"
haas.
YOKO YOU BEEEEEEECH!i digress.
i dont like making such outward speeches but hey!
I
REALLY WANT THIS.
i'd be lying if i said it hasnt been on my mind.
fact is, it was probably was nailed to my forehead from the start of the term.
but somehow the nail came loose.
i forgot.
ive realised, im turning 18 this year.
whad shld be on my mind now is getting good grades.
oh fack.
HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAi sound like a facking robot!
oh my son.

ure so sensitive-i am, i am a machine.
not my painting but i love it.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAIM TURNING EIGHTEEN YO!i shld be partying my ass off yo.
haas.
dont get me wrong, studying is impt and all but.
there's certainly more to life.
MOREMOREMORE!haas.
so, photography is what i chose.
illustration is whad ive been doing since i started wearing long pants in school
and graphic design is just like drawing with hayley instead of a pencil.
so photog it is!
speaking of which.

FIRE IN THE SKY!
lemme know whad you think of my photo.
and rmb! ure opinion is impt to me.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAcldnt resist.
click on it to see it big though.
oh i do love this song. its so nice.
i wanna say these words but i guess
i'll just bite my tongue.
benjaMEAN
PEACEOUT=]