tra lala la

2008-10-20T00:06:00.002+08:00

my pedal died.

i dont quite know why im so attached to the damn machine.
it is afterall just a pedal.

but it kinda feels like i lost a puppy or something.

i really dont know.
cant even beleive how shitty this feels
piled with other shit.

all over an inanimate object.
am i really that materialistic?

fuckthis

benjaMEAN
BUMMEDOUT=[

2008-10-01T19:39:00.005+08:00

milkandcereal
milkandcereal
milkandcereal
cerealandmilk

ytd was awesome.

with
joanna
joseph
david

everything in the menu(mer-nuuu, lol keith)
comes with free tix to invade the salad bar.

unfortunately, it was ure traditional salad bar.

unlike the one at mensa 2
that has your grilled lamb shoulder and heavenly crispy and oily chicken chop.
(cue aura~)

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA

nope, so the only thing i went for was the icecream!

i think i had a tummyache after the icecream.

no, im pretty sure it had nothing to do with the
ongoing china milk scandals.

nor was is puke inducing .

it was the awesome kind where you know youve packed ure self good.

heh.

well, that was only after my
ribeye steak with scallop sauce.

ITS A SMILEY FACE!

HAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAA

HOW COOL IS THAT?
well, coincidentally, my grin looked a bit like that also after the meal.

heh

then it was mahjong and

HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA

its a really funny movie.
but more of a guy movie i think.

heh.

it ended pretty late with mac's fr dinner .
then it started raining!

so we crashed at dave's for the night.

got home in the morning and woke up arnd three to

MUTTON CURRY!!!

my grandma made!
its awesomeness goes without saying.

and thats that.

-------------------------------------------------------

results are out.
and soon the streaming thing will be too.

i remember when it wasnt all abt the figures.
it was abt the art and making things cool and doing it your way.
then somewhere along the way, i dont know.
scoring well is reaaally awesome but do we really wanna lose
the whole fun of it?
doing it for the sake of doing it and not grades.
i dont wanna be a robot.=[

anw,
this is cool song.
hope it cheers everyone else up.
i know it did me.

HAHAHAHAHHAHAAA

benjaMEAN
PEACEOUT=]

2008-09-28T23:24:00.007+08:00

ben is blogging..
no wayyy...

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

i know right?
its been awhle since ived blogged.
i think it might snow tmr.

the lazy bug got me.
well actually i think it was more of a "play game" bug.

idk.

the holidays have been really nice to me.
eat
sleep
play games
go out to eat
go out for games
~~go out to sleep~~

heh.
you get it.

nice, but shortlived.

lille called.
ive been re-contracted to finish the brochure thing
which i kinda dropped to complete my webdesign assignment towards submission.
(screenshots another time.)

damn, i almost got away with it.
sooooo close yo.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHA

lille, if ure reading this.
im only 18.
i joke.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA

lotsa fun stuff inbetween but im not one for backtracking.
nothing to do with my bad memory whatsoever., nope, not at all. =p

today though,
i received two new godbrothers and a godsister.

noel

nat and nic

mummy knows their mum and was asked to be their godparents for baptism.
so it was off to st peter and paul's church
and then botak jones was had!

which was reallly, the best part of the day. . like, really.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA

well, more pics.

st peter, im pretty sure.

my fav of the day. heh.

ps- jolene"SUCKS"

benjaMEAN
PEACEOUT=]

2008-08-10T22:37:00.002+08:00

brightest

if you find yourself here on my side of town
i pray that you'd come to my door.
and talk to me like you dont remember what we ever fought about,
cause i dont remember anymore.

i just know that she warms my heart
and she knows what all my imperfections are.
and she said i was thr brightest little firefly in her jar.

copeland
benjaMEAN
JADED=/

2008-08-07T01:05:00.004+08:00

i know you think youre all that but youre no where close.

truth is i cant drag you along.
well, i can but i dont want to.
why shld i?

buck the fuck up and see that nonsense you call work is shit.
so is your attitude and i wont stand for it if you go on like this.

you can brush up on your work
you can be a nicer person
but im not so sure if you can regrow your nose.

benjaMEAN
PEACEOUT=]

2008-07-28T00:02:00.002+08:00

its a procession yo.

the highlight of the day was definitely dinner with cheryl.
i know its been around for awhile but today was a first for the weird pizza thingy at pizza hut.

the one that looks like cheesy bites but really isnt.
it resembles the sea creatures in dad's marine tank.
the really leggy ones.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

we had soul food for desert
and i honestly now agree that i really am that fucking lucky.
life's just weird like that
but its really more bearable with you around.

just so you know.
=]

benjaMEAN
PEACEOUT=]

2008-07-25T23:08:00.003+08:00

we really ought to call it suckertising with you around.

thursday's presentation was by all accounts a disaster.
okay, maybe im overly dramatic.

im proud of my work.
but the devil said that it was just illlustration for illustration's sake.

WHY THE FUCK ELSE WOULD YOU DRAW SOMETHING IF NOT TO MAKE IT LOOK BETTER?

YOU THINK IT COULD BE SOMETHING TO DO WITH MUFFINS MAYBE?

idk.

i guess we're not all cut out to be in the moulder and scully team huh?

fuckbrains.

the cherry on top really has to be that he approved my art direction in a blink.

fuckedenglish.

well, i still like my work.
and without further blegh.

nonconformity

deviance

well, thats that.

benjaMEAN
PEACEOUT=]

2008-07-18T22:28:00.004+08:00

you have got to be fucking joking

jake
greg
jem
raj
dion
andrea
pravin
claire
angie
bruce

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

well,
anticipated one of the best things ever.
then i expected it might disappoint and totally fall flat.

turned out pretty cool.
but anything short of orgasmic is blegh for batman.
bummer.

the plot was pretty awesome
but it was definitely begging for more EXPLOSIONS!

that was that.

agh.. icecream facking got postponed again. =/
get back to me soon jo the weirdo.

benjaMEAN
PEACEOUT=]

2008-07-15T21:59:00.003+08:00

BUTT HAIR! GASP~

sock is doing sth challenging says: (10:00:14 PM)
i watch some of the previews

sock is doing sth challenging says: (10:00:17 PM)
gross lor

(ap) doppelgänger policia says: (10:00:23 PM)
then got tyre mark on his face

(ap) doppelgänger policia says: (10:00:25 PM)
hahahahahha

sock is doing sth challenging says: (10:00:39 PM)
.........yucks

(ap) doppelgänger policia says: (10:00:42 PM)
i meant, tyre depression marks!

(ap) doppelgänger policia says: (10:00:47 PM)
then got horse shoe also

(ap) doppelgänger policia says: (10:00:48 PM)
hHAHAHAHAHHA

sock is doing sth challenging says: (10:00:49 PM)
ok enuff

sock is doing sth challenging says: (10:00:52 PM)
AHHHHH

sock is doing sth challenging says: (10:00:53 PM)
SHHHHHHH

(ap) doppelgänger policia says: (10:00:58 PM)
nooo

(ap) doppelgänger policia says: (10:01:00 PM)
its not sick one

sock is doing sth challenging says: (10:01:04 PM)
my but hair will stand if u say somemore

(ap) doppelgänger policia says: (10:01:05 PM)
its veh comical

sock is doing sth challenging says: (10:01:07 PM)
hahahhaha

sock is doing sth challenging says: (10:01:10 PM)
butt*

sock is doing sth challenging says: (10:01:12 PM)
wth

(ap) doppelgänger policia says: (10:01:15 PM)
THATS GROSSSSS

AND SHE SAID PUSHING DAISIES WAS A SICK SHOW!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA

anw, i got you first!
bleghhhhhhh!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAH

benjaMEAN
PEACEOUT=]

2008-07-14T22:58:00.003+08:00

yes, caught it today.
jake
dion
angie
claire
greg
andrea

the story was not the most inspiring thing you'd find
but the visual and audio efx were the bomb yo!

the monsters and destruction efx are just so good la.
not ahead of its time or anything but really neat stuff.

kudos to the concept artists.

well, maybe im jus a sucker for monsters and explosionss
heh

i melted.
in more ways then one.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAA

next up: why so serious?
can hardly wait!!

benjaMEAN
PEACEOUT=]

2008-07-13T01:01:00.003+08:00

scream for icecream.

it was supposed to be last tues or somethingg
but the day saw fit to feed me with the laziest of moods.
the plans were pushed to sunday but once again, they were thwarted.

friday's the new scream day.
let's keep it that way okay jo the weirdo?

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

who knew availability wld be such a rarity?

benjaMEAN
PEACEOUT=]

2008-07-12T00:26:00.003+08:00

and you thought zombies were incapable of flight.

this is just so facking awesome.
i really hope it doesnt release only in 2010.

i'd be rolling in mud at that time.=[

benjaMEAN
PEACEOUT=]

2008-07-11T20:30:00.002+08:00

PONYKORN

why lifes brilliant.

- today's a friday.
and to make it extra special, no ferdi!
woooo!

HAHAHHAAHAAAAAHAHA

and the n class on monday thing is really the choc syrup on my icecream sundae.
spent the entire day playing ninja gaiden on xbox on.....

- my new dvd sound system!
uh huh, one word.

FACKINGAWESOMEYO!

with a bigger teevee and a whle new rack!
all i need now is an adapter so i can feed it my ipod!

its not quite the monsters living in the living room
but they're pretty sweeet all the same!

it has the extra "chung" in every decap!

- dad's gone into a cooking frenzy.
slow cooked stews since monday.

the really good ones included,
chicken soup
pork ribs and weird veggie thingy( i know right?)
beef stew!!

today, it was this tofu thing
plus curry fish head!

he decided to try it out with salmon heads instead!
i know its kinda odd but its the bomb yo!

you just haave to try it..

you're so sensitive,
i am, i am a machine.

benjaMEAN
PEACEOUT=]

2008-07-07T23:00:00.003+08:00

hmmm..

to write about is to confess.
so if i were to deny it, i would relinquish its existence.
truth is, its foreign and really awkward now.
maybe its all in my brain but i guess i figured it out.
yes, only just. i wasnt sure.
never expected it of you.
maybe you didnt either.
i'd like to think the best of you.
dont take this the wrong way.
but i'd like to think the last of you.

benjaMEAN
PEACEOUT=]

2008-07-04T00:13:00.002+08:00

dear lord,

it seems the sprinkles have all fallen from the wonderful icecreram mountain.
the chunks make themselves scarce and the waffle's gone all soggy.
please bring us new toppings and helpings dear lord,
your children are in dire need of cheering up.

your favoured son

benjaMEAN
PEACEOUT=]

2008-07-02T21:07:00.002+08:00

experiment

one module blocks are the bomb yo.
im so free, i do nonsense stuff like this.

HAHAHAHAHAHAAH

benjaMEAN
PEACEOUT=]

2008-07-01T22:40:00.002+08:00

magick!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHHAAHAHAHHAHA

I KNOW RIGHT?

the world is round again.
YES!

benjaMEAN
PEACEOUT=]

2008-07-01T20:59:00.002+08:00

le pourquoi

i hate it when you fucking dangle it in front of me.
its not a toy.
you think its cool to wave it in my face and then
take it away?
i'll fucking rip it to shreds if you do.
dear Lord let this be one of those stress visions i heard about.
i really hope you arent with the monsters.
you are something i cannot do without.

benjaMEAN
BUMMEDOUT=[

2008-06-29T00:54:00.004+08:00

do you want to take me on?

im so far gone now,
im running on empty.
im so far gone now.
do you want to take me on?

benjaMEAN
bummedout=[

2008-06-22T00:28:00.002+08:00

caustic

stealing away from work.

no, not the sort you get moolah for.
and which, against popular religion, sucks more.

im failing to function bacause of it again.
really wish i were stronger.

i wish you werent worth the wait
cause there're some things i'd like to say to you.

actually, thats faux.

probably wld draw blank again.
i wish i were stronger.

benjaMEAN
BUMMEDOUT=/

2008-06-08T23:06:00.002+08:00

eighteenonFIFTEEN

of june that is.

well, my birthday is next sunday.

some people find they need a wishlist put up.
i dont quite have a list though.

hmmm.

but what i wldnt mind having, is a car!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

alternatively,
you cld also gift wrap
a really hot model.

you cld like mail it to me if she's too heavy?
although, they are generally pretty light right?

benjaMEAN
PEACEOUT=]

2008-06-07T22:40:00.006+08:00

iamnotshallow.

in APEL tdy,

pat(my lecturer): who thinks sex is love?

benji: *raises hand*

50million people in class: *turn arnd and stare*

benji: *slaps forehead in mind*

i know right?
first lesson of apel two.
WAHHHHH

i was totally not paying attention in class.
ISSAC AND HIS STUPID TICTACTOE TOURNAMENT!

yes, i blame you and not my inability to multitask.

HAHAHAHAHAHAAAAHAH

me laughing abt it says im totally cool with making that error!
and for the record,

i do not think you need to have sex to prove your love!

idk why but like i thought she meant like
you know when people get married and they love each other
and they do it?

hindsight: sounds totally irrelevant
but i swear it made perfect sense
when i proudly raiseed my hand!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA

i promise never to play games in class again, ever.

benjaMEAN
BUMMEDOUT=[

2008-06-02T23:16:00.004+08:00

grin

the best thing happened today.
in fact, i think nothing made me smile/laugh like a moron more this week.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHHA

she passed me the phone and it read something like,

we're wearing the same colour after all.

heh=]
of course i reacted in the least covert of fashions.

was just reminded.
thanks=]

benjaMEAN
PEACEOUT=]

2008-06-02T22:15:00.003+08:00

randomlaughs

on the bus home,
dion: ... girls are childish; always whacking others. (or something in that direction. memory fails.)
angie: no lor! *whack*

AHHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHA

i guess a dip in moi turns ure brain to mush.
=p
------------------------------------------------------------

i really dont know.

benjaMEAN
BUMMEDOUT=[

2008-06-01T23:15:00.003+08:00

15/06 IASB.

this year will the first in eleven years of education that my birthday falls falls within a school term.
maybe its no biggy but i bet it wont be the same.

i am so bummed.

benjaMEAN
BUMMEDOUT=[

2008-05-30T14:51:00.003+08:00

nevermind me. i'll let myself out.

this video is super cute.
i think she's a monkey!
haas.

cant really tell but she's got a long tail and roundish ears!

PLUS
she's pretty and her music and vocals are awesome.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0wrumvfL41E --> higherquality

maria mena-nevermind me

bottle up your smile
fill it in a cup
i'll be on my way
when ive sobered up.

hey, i know you like cows!
heh.
i dont mind being ure monkey.=p

benjaMEAN
PEACEOUT=]

2008-05-26T23:44:00.003+08:00

KOUR

so, i basically spent a good part of the day
on fonts for kour again.

been experimenting with diff styles.
think ive come to like this one best!

its sort of a transformer plus graffiti style?

well, im not quite done with it yet tho.
hmmm

kour - textured

kour - flat

actually the colours arnt even fixed yet.

hmmmm
i really dont know.

help me out and pick one please.
--------------------------------------------------------

on a completely unrelated note,
anyone else notice that once you run for dsc
and the posters are up,
you suddenly dont have pimples/acne?
cough*amos*cough.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

well, i dont mean to be all judgey
but, who wants a phony?
=x

benjaMEAN
PEACEOUT=]

2008-05-22T16:19:00.004+08:00

amonkeywrenchintothings

well, my schedule for the week kinda got jumbled.
no harm done though!
heh

monday saw me shopping instead.
with
dion
andrea
clarissa
pravin.

got my shoes finally!
limited edition nike dunks lo yo!

SWEEEETUH!

was considering this other adidas shoe
but it was sold out.
its a sign i guess!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

just being in orchard demanded a visit to topman.
so, new tee!

BOUYAHHH!!

and to make things extra sweet, new skin for april(my ipod classic)!!
at least now i can stuff it into my pocket without fear of scarring her.
--------------------------------------

ditched the chalet on tues and headed to dion's
in the afternoon for a slacky day.

with
angie
andrea
aaron
clarissa

it was, (my penchant for lists requires) heh.
aladdin
q-steer
playground
mac n cheese
and the highlight!
PATAPON!!

ponponpatapon
FEVERRRRR!!!!!!!

HAHAHAHAHAAAHHAHA

anyone and everyone with a psp
really has to dl this game or summot.
its facking fun!!
so tempted to get one too.=/
i know i shldnt though.
-----------------------------------------------

yesterday proved bountiful as we grazed every wall
in sight with the sole of our sneakers.

well, mostly, i was playing patapon la.
HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHA

we finally found a great spot to shoot the kour thingy.

other spots we found were useful for
rape
and dumping bodies.

makes you wonder just what are kour's objectives huh?
HAHAHAHAHAHHHAHAAHAAH

the icing on top was that i finished my title font designs.
friday's the big day!!

benjaMEAN
PEACEOUT=]

2008-05-17T12:34:00.005+08:00

endofblock

we were supposed to play for ccn day but the admin side kinda cocked up
so we pangsehed the damn thing in the end.

angie's right, this is really no way to run the show yo!

oh well.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA

the food was still yummy!
yes, all i think abt is food.

we walked arnd school with two cheese sausages
pointed towards the sky
because they were only wrapped at the ends with serviettes.

wrong much?

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

wanting didnt want hers so i ended up eating three!
wish i had pictures but you can oogle at these instead!

i is lion. RORRR!
HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAAHA

SWEEET.

and the centre piece of your own views
is appropriate for the given heart

-----------------------------------------------------

plansfortheweek

monday- scouting areas
tues-chalet
weds-shopping
thurs-stayover
friday-shooting
sat-shooting/stayover?
sun-burn the day away.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

looks like my first week of holiday's gonna be pretty eventful.
but wld have liked to have spent a day with you.

benjaMEAN
PEACEOUT=]

2008-05-15T14:59:00.004+08:00

stilldoll

im not normally into any japanese, save anime
but this song is really cool.

her voice is so enchanting!
dont know much abt cello
but she seems like she doing pretty well at that too!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

Kanon Wakeshima

or maybe im just a sucker for eyeliner.

benjaMEAN
PEACEOUT=]

2008-05-12T00:37:00.004+08:00

relaxrecaprelapse.

F.C.P.R.E.M.I.X

freaking love the guitar parts yo!!!!

yeahh. the mystery of my msn nick.
dooong

HAHAHAHHAAHAHHAAHAAHA
---------------------------------------------------

sure, you can keep me.
as long as you promise to cheer up.
haas.
sleep well, darling
im desperate to say now i need you more then ever
but all i could say was goodnight. - derby

benjaMEAN
PEACEOUT=]

2008-05-03T01:19:00.003+08:00

from D list to playlist yo!

yeah. this is definitely where it all pays off yo.

BOOOOYAAAAHHHHHH!!!!!

benjaMEAN
PEACEOUT=]

2008-04-27T21:43:00.003+08:00

WEEKEND AH WEEKEND
AWESOME AH AWESOME

instructions

finish two out the total four assignments in a week with the allocated time being four.
awesome teammates that are just really kind enough to entertain my lateness
cool lecturers that accept our work even though we ran into a couple of complications

then go to jam and hop and party ure heart out.
take pictures
rock out to wild tunes
meet fun girls
shuffle like no tomorrow
head bang like crazy
jump till you feel like puking

go cut and colour ure hair at a really cheap rate.
awesome cheryl for company
subway's bmt and double choc cookies
oogle at everyone's cool hair
be unhappy with the result and get another free colour session
receive orgasmic head rubs and washes from the soft hands of the assistants

spend the rest of the afternoon taking photos.
sleep in the cab on the way there
meet new and fun people
experiment with the dslr
mambo music

go to church.
praise the lord and thank him for everything

go for dinner at swensons.
almond crusted lamb chops
curry crab baked rice
beef baked rice thingy
rodeo wings
fries
cheryl and cherlyn

test sister's wonderful experimental cooking.
grilled chicken in lemon and secret sauce
cream of tomato soup pastry
oven baked spare ribs
Jamaican kebabs

laze the day away.
guitar
crunchyroll
unagi bento set
reese's peanut butter cups.

just another weekend.=]

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAA

benjaMEAN
PEACEOUT=]

2008-04-25T01:37:00.001+08:00

-F.C.P.R.E.M.I.X. says: (1:38:21 AM)
HAO LE MA?

and even when you look away, i know you think of me says: (1:38:34 AM)
hai mei you

and even when you look away, i know you think of me says: (1:39:42 AM)
when i see benji
he gives me all his veggies
i think i miss him

and even when you look away, i know you think of me says: (1:39:45 AM)
Lol

and even when you look away, i know you think of me says: (1:39:48 AM)
random

and even when you look away, i know you think of me says: (1:40:10 AM)
i came up with tt within a few seconds

and even when you look away, i know you think of me says: (1:40:16 AM)
-.-

-F.C.P.R.E.M.I.X. says: (1:40:32 AM)
so you only like my veggies la!!

because some people are just ~~horrible~~ damn good at haikus.

HAHHAHAHAHAAHHHAHAHAHHAHAAHA

benjaMEAN
PEACEOUT=]

2008-04-21T21:20:00.005+08:00

why life's absofackingly awesome.

stopmotion
damn shiok.
got to try out stop motion with Nigel.
2000 odd photos and arnd eight man hours of shooting compressed into something a lil over a minute?

not counting editing and post-pro.=x

poor trade off normally but the final thing was freaking awesome la!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA
will like try and find a way to upload it soon.
im totally sucky and all thing technological.

evo orientation
puked twice.
had gastric.
cut my finger.
three blisters that magically appeared even though i did no running.
eye infection.

orientation was still facking fun yo!

HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHHAAHAAAAHH

the freshies were somewhat unresponsive at first.
but when they greeted us next morning my heart totally melted la.

you know like, ure trying to warm up this group of freshies but they're all like totally shy and wanna save themselves from embarrassment or summot.
then the next morning, GOOD MORNING!!!!!

WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
my heart felt so warm and nice.
think my life span increased by two years or summot.

HAHHAHHAHAHHAAHHAHAHAHAHHA NOLOH FRESHIES! YOU GUYS WILL ALWAYS BE MY FAV BUNCH!!=]

nouvel gls!
thanks for taking care and showing concern.=]
MORE PICTURES PLEASE!!!
AHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAAH

especially iskandar who stayed with me all the way man!
you rock!

so touched.
think my life span just lengthened again.

HAHAHHAHAAHAAHHAHHAHAHH

wanton plus benji!
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAAHA

benji, ben tan and isk!!!
vsc all the way yo!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH

DAMN ZAI DAMN ZAI!!

director's list ay07/08

OH MAN OH MAN OH MAN.
facking shiok.

cld have sworn this was gone with my marks dropping and stuff.
thanks God!

this is really whad it all comes down to after a year.
and all i really wanna say is,

YESSSSSUHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HAHAHAHHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHHAAH

cloud nine.
benjaMEAN
PEACEOUT=]

2008-03-31T22:52:00.005+08:00

raisinfaceshortfuck

camp was ohmysonfreakinggoodshitplease.
the games
the cheers
the laughs
the performances
the blood!

plus
no puking this time round!

AWESOME!

the cherry on top was how you pulled out!
so no irk to run into!
yay!!
nahh, i take that back.
cherries are special.

know that crusty yellow stuff that collects at the corner of ure eye?
ure lower than that.

yes.
im feeling facking cranky.
if i were a girl i'd blame it on big tee aunty(da yi ma).

fuck, im so cranky im typing fucking mandarin.

oh well.

finally, vpress over.
will post work soonish i guess.

been awfully busy with this video thing recently.
its taken almost all of one week to bloody shoot the thing.
but it really fun though!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA

can hardly wait to get the finished thing out.

anyhow, this landed near the window today.

it was like nearly two inches long?
coolshit? yes i know.

alright. back to postproduction.

benjaMEAN
PEACEOUT=]

2008-03-10T22:57:00.002+08:00

ubercrude

its the end of the day and you send the girl home.
at the door she goes like, wanna come in and see my cat?
" hmm.. well.. ure pretty close."

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAH

benjaMEAN
PEACEOUT=]

2008-03-09T00:36:00.003+08:00

justbecause

daphne: so, if you knew we'd break up tomorrow, wld you still like me now?

derby: yeah.

daphne: but why? even though it'll go nowhere?

derby: well, if you knew you'd die tomorrow, wld you still want to live?

daphnelovesderby
benjaMEAN
BUMMEDOUT=/

2008-03-03T00:45:00.003+08:00

anotherdaylatepost.

okay so by the end of

a bottle of absolut.
ribena mix
7-up mix
pool.
cards.
saying, "im horny"
screaming, "masturbate!"
jumping up and down.
violent attempts leg hair removal.
banging our heads into walls.

charlene was like,"i hate you all."
wuchong was like,"i cannot take this anymore."
manda was like calling me and giving the weirdest reasons.
jasmine was nice enough to send high manda home.
emmanuel was more emmanueler?

HAHAHHAHAHAHAAHHAHAAHA

then off the eski bar.

after we had

dare-quer-rae(phonetic spelling, duh.)
arctic ice
some gin thing which name escapes me
cherry brandy

emmanuel was playing with fire.
jo was saving emmanuel from the fire.
sherwin was singing britney.
chrystal was freezing.
i was able to knot the cherry stalk with my tongue.
okay, i dont know why i find this cool but so many people have been talking abt it and i finally got to try it.
booyahhhh!!

all that drinking got us hungry so we ditched the place and headed to macs.

burgers
fries
nuggets
EXOTHERMIC reaction recap. <-- HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
slapping christian around.
stupid racist jokes.

and it was soon edging like two-thirty?

i survived all the madness with
amanda
jasmine
charlene
wuchong
chrystal
sherwin
emmanuel
jo
christian

and then i go an choke on
freaking plain water and puke.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAHAHAHAHAAHHA

but its still all fun.
just another day in my oh-so-interesting life.

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH

benjaMEAN
PEACEOUT=]

2008-02-28T21:27:00.003+08:00

KATVOND

and my penchant for eyeliner chicks.

benjaMEAN
PEACEOUT=]

2008-02-23T22:24:00.003+08:00

its no good sitting on the fence.
u'll get ure ass impaled and break open a new one.

stayover at david's was awesome as usual.
i believe its becoming routine for us.
a place to chill and non stop burning.
not david's WD40+lighter combination burning.
which is also awesome btw.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA

more like
we gt joseph to admit he's dates guys.
+cough*amos*

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH

he also smokes and picks his nose in public.

HAHAHAHAHAHHHHHAHHAHA

angel's great because she brought chivas.
chivas > baileys
you can suck on that linny!

HAHAHHHAHHHHAHA

watched fool's gold earlier in the evening after dinner at pepper lunch with
donson
aaron
iskandar
wyncy
stacy
abby
cherylheeeeee
collin
tiffy

the movie was average at best.
free popcorn, iskandar's intervention
donson fell asleep and abby going on about kate's small boobs.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA

dinner was awesome
stacy eats like the kid she looks.
dropping 3/4 the food she tries to bring to her mouth.
tiffy and myself believe this to be the reason behind her "lackofgrowth"

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
please dont stab me.

donson
stacy
abby
cherylheee
myself
canned like sardines at the back of cherylhee's uncle's car.

some irritating person just had to elbow my thigh.
just you wait! i'll get you back!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

texas chainsaw massacre
was dull.
oh!
save the mad wondering girl who pulled a revolver out of her *ahem*, pointed it at her tonsils and blew her brains out the rear windscreen of the van.

sincerely wish some people wld do the same.

the victims in FD2 deserved to die.
they're just plain stupid.

watched juno for the second time.
ellen page has the best sad face acting!
you know how other actors look like they're smiling if you killed ure speakers and cldnt hear the sobbing?

HAHAHAHAHAAHHAAHHA

idk
well, its definitely the reigning number one on my list of movies.
the acoustic songs are a plus.=]

idontseewhatanyonecanseeinanyoneelse.
but you.

benjaMEAN
PEACEOUT=]

2008-02-21T22:30:00.004+08:00

singbenjaminezekieltemasekdesignschoolphotography
Theme: Light

my favourite!=]
comments please.

oh!
and uh, clicky for biggy!

will fucking stab you with my new 60cm ruler if you copy my work.

because "i kill you tmr and forever!"
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA

benjaMEAN
PEACEOUT=]

2008-02-16T23:02:00.002+08:00

anotherlatepost.

vday was extra special because i was with cheryl.

thanks for
the laughs
noodles
softshellcrab
xiaolongpao
benandjerry's
tickles
waiting
cameradying
achinglegs
longbusride
peoplewatching
peoplebastard-ing
cheezypickuplines
sweatypalms
almostgettinglost(in your smile too) awwwwww. haas.
playing"doyourmb?"

because i feel warm and nice inside when im with you.=]
benjaMEAN
PEACEOUT=]

2008-02-13T21:52:00.003+08:00

just because i want you to think im mean.

Be My Valentine

GIRL YOU DON'T KNOW ME BUT I SURE KNOW YOU
FROM YOUR LONG BLACK HAIR TO THE SIZE OF YOUR SHOES
IVE MET YOUR BROTHER AND IVE SPOKEN TO SOME OF YOUR FRIENDS
BUT DARLING, DARLING, THAT'S WHERE IT ENDS..

COZ BABY ALL I WANT TO DO IS TALK TO YOU
TO BUY YOU A DRINK MAYBE BUY YOU SOME FOOD
BUT I'M A GEEK AND I'M NERVOUS HALF OF THE TIME...
SO WOULD YOU BE WOULD YOU BE MY........

BE MY VALENTINE
WE'LL GO OUT ABOUT TOWN TO DINE
BE MY VALENTINE
I'LL GET YOU DRUNK ON CHEAP RED WINE
BE MY VALENTINE
THAT'S WHEN I'LL TOUCH YOUR BEHIND
IF YOU'D BE MY VALENTINE
THAT WOULD BE SO FINE

I'LL PRETEND TO LIKE THE RESTAURANTS YOU PICK
I WILL EVEN SIT THROUGH YET ANOTHER CHICK FLICK
AND IF WE ARGUE I'LL LET YOU WIN THE FIGHT
JUST AS LONG AS I GET TO HAVE SEX THAT NIGHT

BUT ALL YOU EVER WANT TO DO IS SIT AND TALK
AND GO FOR ONE OF THOSE DAMN LONG WALKS
I JUST WANNA SEE YOU NAKED IS THAT A CRIME?
SO I'M ASKING YOU, WOULD YOU BE MY VALENTINE

BY MY VALENTINE
YOU'LL HAVE YOUR CLOTHES OFF IN NO TIME
BE MY VALENTINE
OUR BODIES WILL BE ENTWINED
BE MY VALENTINE
DON'T TELL ME I'M NOT YOUR KIND
IF YOU'RE NOT MY VALENTINE
I WILL BREAK YOUR SPINE

BABY YOU'RE A HONEY BABY YOU'RE A FOX
I'LL TREASURE YOU MORE THAN MY XBOX
I'D RUN BUCK NAKED IN THE STREET IF YOU ASKED ME TO

AND EVEN IF YOU'RE ANGRY AND YOU KICK ME IN THE NUTS
I'M THE ONLY GUY WHO'LL NEVER EVER HATE YOUR GUTS
SO PLEASE SAY YOU WILL COZ BABY I'M ASKING YOU

BE MY VALENTINE
COZ DARLING YOU LOOK SO FINE
BE MY VALENTINE
YOUR BUM IS JUST DEVINE
BE MY VALENTINE
PLEASE PLEASE DON'T DECLINE
BE MY VALENTINE
BABY CAN'T YOU READ THE SIGN
SO BE MY VALENTINE
YOU STUPID GIRL JUST BE MINE
BE MY VALENTINE
OUR BODY FLUIDS MUST COMBINE
BE MY VALENTINE
YOU'LL CONTINUE MY BLOOD LINE
BE MY VALENTINE
THE MOLE I HAVE I SWEAR IT'S BENIGN
BE MY VALENTINE
DON'T TREAT ME LIKE FRANKENSTEIN
BE MY VALENTINE
I GOT NO MORE WORDS THAT RHYME

benjaMEAN
PEACEOUT=]

2008-02-11T22:54:00.000+08:00

i claim today, BASTARDAY!

ive been taking dave's daddy's car to school pretty often recently.

and im always freaking late!

whads new huh?
=[

im really sorry dude!
i got up really early tdy.
like 0630.

but the lift died and i had to take the stairs.
=[
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tdy, the coolest shit happened!

we were in mensa having shiok western!

so it was like christian, joseph and myself at a table.
qinyi, linny and grace right beside us.
and at least seven thousand other people,
sitting arnd, ~~picking their noses~~eating.

amos decides to pop out of nowhere right,
and conveniently plops himself on the chair beside me.

round one.

amos: blablabla, gibberishgibberish, i got faded blue hair.
benji: OI AMOS! the chair is wet!
amos: (stands up) wahlau.. now then say!

(we both inspect the now dry chair and i laugh at his face.)

round two.

amos:(standing arnd picking his nose.)
benji: AMOS, JUMP!

KKKKKKKKKOOOOOOOOOONNNNNNNGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!

he was standing like half an inch below the metal mensa two sign thingy!!!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAH

i told him to jump and he freaking did without looking!!!

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA

it was damn loud and everyone in the entire canteen was laughing
he was hiding his face under his jacket
and we were just laughing our faces off!!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

it was damnnnnnn funny. i swear, i swear!

burnoftheyearplease!!!!!!!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAH

I think christian has another version of what happened in the canteen.
it shld be as good or not, better than this.
check out his blog!!

speaking of christian,
later on during marketing class we had to present a mock proposal.

round three

christian's group decided on a mascot!
it was a damn well drawn picture!
and the mascots name was derfla!!

lemme spell that for you again!

D E R F L A

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

go figure!!

HAHAHAHAHAHHHAAHHAHAHA

i swear i nearly choked when i got it!
he was right behind us in class.
nearly dieddddddddddd!

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whoa like super many people telling me to visit the doctor.
damn touched la, but i really dont think i'll be seeing any of those anytime soon.
i just have thing really dreadful feeling abt it.
i really dont know.
heartless boy is still waiting for you to take him
heartless boy is stupid.

in other parts of my oh-so-cool life!
bahkua
pig trotters
babi ponteh
otah
ngoh hiang
steamboat
pasta
fastfood
roast beef
mutton curry
and other weird dishes whos names fail to make my vocab list

gave me a swollen gum.
too heaty + wisdom tooth played a part too i guess.

BUTBUTBUT!
it got all better tdy!
and im back to my normal self!
=]

yes, my cny is all abt the food.
unlike other lucky people who get to spend like half their angpao money on a ipod classic
i have to put everything into this place called "savings".

apparently at "savings" things dont get to leave once its in till like ure 256 years older.
idk.

benjaMEAN
PEACEOUT=]

2008-02-04T00:04:00.000+08:00

forwantofakilltime

got back from dotc ytd.
my grp members are a total blast!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAH

thisiswhyimhot
thisiswhyimhot

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAH

LOVOSROCKSPLEASE.

oh yeah!
in case you live under a pile of used tissues,

i made GL!

woooo!

HAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA

ronald askd me to be creative team
~~butt~~but i didnt think i was up for it.

yesyes.
typical Ben.

shrug off any and all forms of responsibility.

youguessedright.

im sorry if im all abt the fun.
uh, wait

actually, NAHHHHHH.

im not apologising.
thats just me.

if you dont like it
youcanscrewoff.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA

-----------------------------------------

written on stacy's notes during moses' talk.

the air gets thinner as you climb up the badminton.

???

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

it was supposed to be mountain instead of badminton
but the poor kid was so tired.

i just fed off the moment and laughed to keep myself awake.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

Other cool stuff that happened included myself and issey
watering everyone in our empire and the programme team with donson's water bottle.

we just took the opportunity to pour water in everyone's faces.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA

andandand nine people asked if i was chinese.
grrrrrrr
my previous post rendered useless.
thanksmuch.

andandand i puked just like fiona told abbey i wld.
i was like nooooooooo i wont. she bluff.

an hour later.

BBBBLLLLLUUUUEEEEEAAAAAAAGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH!!!

i really think its getting bad.
i cld feel the veins in my head ready to burst
as my egg prata saw light for the second time!

truth is i know i really shld go see a doctor
but im got this nagging feeling the problems lies deeper than puking.
and i'll be diagnosed with some terminal disease!

like a terminal puking disease.
yousomeanyoupukeagitis.

=[

benjaMEAN
BUMMEDOUT=[

2008-01-26T15:25:00.000+08:00

ivebeenherebeforeafewtimes
andimquiteaware,we'redying.

at this time and age
people still dont get me.

" when i first saw you, i thought you were Eurasian.
cause ure nose is long and straight.
and then you opened ure mouth."

"huh whad? i thought you not singaporean.
ure not singaporean right?"
*gawks at my ic*

and this is just the past weeks worth of
"arntyouanalien?" comments.

soon after, i pull out my ic to prove that i really am chinese.

race: chinese.
otherperson : "eh, but why is ure surname ezekiel?"

myself: " thats not my surname. my surname is sing."

otherperson: *acts like the ceiling is falling* " WHAT! SO URE INDIAN?"
or " SING? HAHAHHAHAHA. SING ME A SONG!"

myself: "no im not indian"*begins explaining the origins of my surname.
" its 'sun' in mandarin."

otherperson: "oh, but you dont look chinese."

myself: ~~"ah yes! phenomenal observation skill have you beeeeech!"~~
*starts explaining that my mum is half thai and malay*

otherperson: " oh my! that means you got thai/malay blood!" yadayadayadabablabla..

myself:~~" you're really on a roll here arnt you? congratulations again!"~~

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on the up side, it makes for good starting conversation.
i guess.

the amazing part is how you people even make out my features past all that hair in my face.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAHAH

but its all good.
ive been getting this since forever. so yeah.

benjaMEAN
PEACEOUT=]

2008-01-24T19:16:00.001+08:00

FROMFIRSTTOLAST

not a big fan but the screaming is just awesome really.
so turn it up for some posthardcore.

i dont know what im trying to say.
but you say it best.
MYHEARTYOURHANDS.

-------------------------------------------------

THE SHARAPOVA GRUNT!

maria made finals!
no, not your maid.

i really like her.
and yeah, you guessed.
not just her crazy serves.

HAHAHAHAHHAHHAHAHA

she's three years my senior
and at least eight centimetres taller

~~butt~~ but!

i can totally see her standing over me with the morning sun in her hair.

withhhhh..

PANCAKES!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
oooo.. i love pancakes.

well, maebe she's not as hot as the likes of alessandra ambrosio.
but she's got that nice gentle person face.
when she's not grunting and scowling on the court all serious of course.
and gorgeous long legs.

incidentally currently the two most important things!
check
and check.

:)))

benjaMEAN
PEACEOUT=]

2008-01-17T17:27:00.000+08:00

SUGAR, HOW YOU GET SO FLY

this is a day late post.
yes, keeping with my phenomenal time management skills.

ytd was the bestbestbest

visited nick netto.
hospitalised due to his not so recent but most unfortunate accident.
didnt get to speak to him because he was snoring away!
well, thats a good sign right?
get well soon nick!

we were as hungry as giant townsville attacking monsters after that!

walking arnd aimlessly with two goons is tiring!

HAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAHHA

had lunch at fish and co, wheelock.
yes. i'll have to admit right here.
like here.----->
IVE NEVER BEEN TO FISH AND CO.
cheryl and cherlyn promised to take me like a long time ago.
and ive been holding out ever since.
its been a long time coming and soooooo good.

we had.
- the best fish and chips in town!
by the way, (its so unfair to name it like that because even if its horrendous you still refer to it as the best fish and chips in town.)
by the by the way, (its so damn good.)

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHHA

- seafood platter!
which had everything from prawns to calamari rings.

- penne and mussels!
super rich and yummy la.
but the mussels were damn odd.
how come it comes in two colours, red and white?
enlighten me if you will.=]
dont tell me its from singapore because i will bust your ass!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

-fried calamari rings!
cherylisasotongcherylisasotong.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

- GIANT pineapple plus i have no idea whad else in a, did i mention giantnormous glass?
its damn shiok la.

i wanna go like bintan and have that on the beaches, bitches. with my pitchers?

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAH

so the three of us took a heck lot of time finishing the food and ditched the place for starbucks.

mocha frap, whipped cream.
HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHA

so standard but so good.

this is were joseph rally's his warcraft cough*~~nerd~~ friends and
start brigading my hse complaining starbucks is too sweet.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA

as moronic norm human behavior in town insisted, shopping ensued!

- tee from topman.
i know ure sniggering so bad snot is spraying out of ure nostrils.
yes, all my tee shirts are from topman, if not pull and bear.
and ~~God~~ forbade, bugis.
no wait. thats so not true la.
i have many other tees i dont wear.
whatever.

- berms from flmp.
yes,yes. mum ran along the ceilings and walls when i brought home yet another pair of berms.

**other cool things mum can do include,
painting her nails.
speaking on the phone.
scribbling tower look like buildings on newspapers.
wait, all at the same time!

she can do that but not fry me a nice bullseye egg without poking that nice runny gold in the centre.
nor drive a stick shift without making me hurl.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA

the hurling part cld just be me afterall.

- a shinny new pair of aviators also from flmp.
its super fly. nuff said.

to top it all off, venezia.
is that how its spelt?
who gives.

**it was cold and it was yummy.
and we ate it for those reasons.
this is the ice cream song!
this is the ice cream song.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHH

and with that, day became night.
the cow jumped over the moon, blablablayadayadayada.

recoverd this. more outings please cheryl and cherlyn!
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funnies from last week.

-fio-nehneh: go wash, ure beard got somemore.
i puked and got it everywhere because i cldnt get to the toilet in time.
everywhere includes the hair on my chinny chin chin!
first time its called a beard.
but then again what else wld you call it?

- issac walked into a pillar.
yes. straight for it right at design entrance while talking to potential freshies!
to make things worse, they were guys!!!

oooooooooooooo

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

issac you still my tomodachi!
yoko is most likely peeing her pants laughing.

HAHAHAHAAHAHAAHAHAHAHA

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you so yummy,
you like buttersauce.
benjaMEAN
PEACEOUT=]

2008-01-14T00:00:00.000+08:00

to be read with the most cheerful tone!
no, seriously!
dont read into my words because whad you see is whad you get.

i dont know how ive antagonized you or infuriated you.

-you cant reply my msgs because i havent sent you any since we broke up.
-talking is not possible online because you got angry and blockd me rmb?
-and reading my blog cannot possibly be the result of some voodoo incantation now can it?

with this. i cannot possibly imagine how i accused you of anything?
or the least pleaded with you?

whad is there to plead abt anyway?
i told you clearly that even if you wanted to get back with me now i wldnt allow it.
because believe or not, i care enough for you to step back and allow you to achieve ure heart's desires.
not the i like you so i care for you?
but the ure another human being and i care for you kinda care.
lest you say im being childish.
must have developed psychic powers in my sleep and creeped into ure mind huh?

no, wait. i apologise.
insults and sarcasm never solved anything.

im sorry.
its just that i really need to move on.
and ure childish behavior is not helping.
i totally agree like when you said in the future if we give it our all we cld really get something going?
i really do.

frivolous thought for you.
as much as you think im out to get you.
im really not.
told you i'd leave it.
and yeah. i left it.
not a single tear shed.
i told you i was heartless.
or maebe not so frivolous after all.

i'll only say more mean stuff if i go on.
told you i wldnt say anything like this but hey,
everyone has limits.
and if you think i hate you the slightest bit now then you cldnt be more wrong.
and truth is, ive realised, if you call me now and totally blow me away with whad you have in mind, i still wldnt wanna say anything mean.

well, im weak and ure strong.
thats the difference.

haas.
dont say ure sorry for being mean because im willing to bet you have never felt it.
how it feels to be at the receiving end?
if you've felt it then ure just plain cruel for doing it to others.
so you cant possibly know whad ure apologising for.

this is both pointless and going nowhere.
and yes, the cheek to laugh.
im not emo or sensitive.
or on the verge of tears like you said.
im not like the other guys.
i wont rollover.
im just the heartless boy that has nthn better to do other than find ways and means to hurt you and bring you down.
exactly like you figured.

haas.
ure right.
we have so many issues.
but if you dig deep.
and be totally honest with ureself.
you'll know im right abt you.

this will only serve to worsen the situation.
and its exactly whad i said i wldnt do.
im annoying like that.
please forgive me.

this has taken up all my space and mood to post the day's worth.
so giehnqydbshhdkfr.
meant all that i said and more that ive yet to, including that i hope ure doing fine.
and!
-unsung songs at prom
-sleepybusrides
-greenteaicecream
-cherrylollys
-crappymovies
-embarrassing fastfood eat outs
-hugs and kisses
-hugged for puking
-3hrwaiting
-lego
-promises
still mean alot to me.
even now.
just thought you shld know.

well, love.

benjaMEAN
PEACEOUT=]

2008-01-11T22:42:00.000+08:00

SHE DONT EAT MEAT BUT SHE SURE LIKES TO BONE.
deadeye dick.

tp open hse was amazing.
and a blast.
and totally totally fun.
did i mention AMAZING?

HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA

and it went like this

raced breakfast
issac's weirdish three bears song and sad faces in korean.
not so fun time bringing zombies to tour the school.
botakjones. i dont recall the name specifically for some reason.
christian's mad band.
mosh pit. well, mosh puddle rather. only me mark and nic.
crazy rushing to squeeze into a small camera frame.
spilling ribena on everyone doing so. imsuchaklutz.
almost puking from all the jumping and screaming.
mass dance(s).=]=]=]
sweating like pigs.
weirdish nonsense phototaking.
ella mob.
milotrucks and bnj's

that pretty much speaks for itself.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

things discovered today!

-studying too much turns you into a zombie that just floats arnd, repeating jargon thats rehearsed and memorised leaving no room at all for coming up with something spontaneous.
like say questions for example?
open ure damn mouths wld you? ure boring!!!

oh wait. maebe they fart spontaneously.

nahh.

they probably study for it three weeks in advance.

- qinyi is a lowdown liar.
she so totally faked her haircut!
liars go to hell you know?
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHHAHAHAHA

- mass dance is reaaaally fun!
oh my partner today was none other than LILIN!
LILIN is a white/rabbit/vampire/that poked a guys eyes for real when she was younger.

HAHAHAHHHAAHHHAHAHAHAHA

you know whads the best part of it all?
i get to do it all over again tmr!

benjaMEAN
PEACEOUT=]

2008-01-10T00:23:00.000+08:00

LL - yeahh. i really did! haas.
well, i tweaked the contrast slightly.

SHOES - thats really thoughtful you but
it doesnt really help unless i took it
myself. HAHAHAHAHAH. thanks though.

SOCK - why wld i need to pretend? you think
i need to impress you or something?
HAHAHAHAHAHAH. just playing.

QINYI - why is everyone so doubtful of my picture?
i wanna rename my dslr! haas.

DREA - heyy! thanks. that means a lot.=]

DONT HOLD URE BREATH BECAUSE YOU'LL ONLY MAKE THINGS WORSE.

went over to the cousins' place tdy.
all the way to thompson area.
i say area because at my eighteenth year of existence,
i still dont know the exact address.

haas.

predictable ey?
oh well.

anyhow. i decided to take the 300year bus ride past booger land to his place because he's ~~enlisting into the pirates~~ going to prison this friday!

no wait.
thats not right.

i mean booking into camp for NS!

same diff.
have ure freedom robbed.

ANDWEDIDWHADWEDO!

an entire day of xbox.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

completed this slowatfirst zombies/ hotrifleweilding vampires/outrageously easy to defeat final boss game!

with a dash of guitar and munching and captivating but possibly forget by tmr talk on economics??

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHHAHAHAHA

it was a completely lazy day.
one ive been longing for months probably.

take care of ureself man.
definitely looking forward to more days like these.

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

daddy and i were having one of those super rare talks on the way home.

- do whadevr you want in life. follow ure passion because whads most impt is happiness.

- be fair to other people in life.

he said.
and i agree.

if you really know me well enough or long enough,
you'd know that my relationship with my dad is not exactly the smoothest.

he's this just realy happy person.
i swear he knows at least one third of the people in singapore.
seriously.
going out with him is so grrrrr.

church for example.
HE KNOWS EVERYONE.

you have no idea how draining it is to plaster a fake smile every three steps.

lets not go into other place.
like lets see, hmm.
the carpark!

i mean seriously.

but well, knowing so many people has its definite pluses though.

ever been in a Ferrari?
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA
my dad's long time friend lent him his!
im mean seriously, how many of you wld even lend ure dumb macbook?

the car.

its so low you feel like ure sitting on the road.
its so loud you ure stereo system is probably redundant.
its so fast ure tongue curls back into ure throat!!

nahh, the last part was exaggerated obviously.
but you'd still be inexplicably infactuated with the ride.

HAHAHAHAHHAAHAHAHHHAAHA

if ure going like cheyyy.
its only a car.

then ure wrong.
screw you and you know deep inside that its facking cool.

HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAH

he's a really great cook.

close ure eyes and think

TOMYAM OVEN GRILLED CHICKEN.

now tell me you didnt let slide some droolll.
or at least almost.
i dare you.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

well, the list of things abt him goes on for lightyears.
whad im trying to get at is he's probably having the best life.
the only only thing that can evr get him sad is

yupp, you guessed it.

me.

i shld really work hard from now on and get better grades.

grrr. whad am i saying.
my mind is not working.
i feel like ive turned into a robot recently.
how cld i possibly be so unfeeling?
this is not me. its something sub human.

was celebrating the dissipating of recent "insomnia "
but tdy i found myself staring at the ceiling at 5 in the morning.
i rmb when my dreams of you were comical.
now they're just plain painful.
i see ure face and you suffocate me with ure words.
if only the held as much weight as sophistication.
=/

its seems youve agreed to leave it for now?
that makes me glad.
but maebe ure just to occupied to do anything abt it yet.
perhaps you'd change it after reading this?
dare i declare i hope not?

i dont know.
this is such a weak moment for me.
screw this.

oh, i do believe
in all the things you say.
benjaMEAN
PEACEOUT=/

2008-01-07T22:03:00.000+08:00

RESOLVE, RESOLVE.
i'll be counting down the months.
but the months, they dont matter.
its the days i cant take.
when hours move to minutes
and im seconds away.

i facking love takingbacksunday.

broke up with girlfriend.
we both invested heavily emotionally.
i hope you can forgive me for making you sad all the time.
and possibly unblock me sometime soon.
what i really need now is to get my priorities straight.

well, thats that.
we'll just have to see how this plays out.

------------------------------------------------------------

priorities, priorities.
i'd very much like to declare that what i really want now is to to graduate with a diploma with merit.
yeahh.
wldnt that be sweet?

can just imagine my schoolmates going, yeahyeah.
yoko will go, "benjishy you pwner, i love your pimples!"
haas.
YOKO YOU BEEEEEEECH!

i digress.
i dont like making such outward speeches but hey!
I REALLY WANT THIS.

i'd be lying if i said it hasnt been on my mind.
fact is, it was probably was nailed to my forehead from the start of the term.
but somehow the nail came loose.
i forgot.

ive realised, im turning 18 this year.
whad shld be on my mind now is getting good grades.

oh fack.
HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

i sound like a facking robot!
oh my son.

ure so sensitive-i am, i am a machine.
not my painting but i love it.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

IM TURNING EIGHTEEN YO!

i shld be partying my ass off yo.
haas.
dont get me wrong, studying is impt and all but.
there's certainly more to life.

MOREMOREMORE!
haas.

so, photography is what i chose.
illustration is whad ive been doing since i started wearing long pants in school
and graphic design is just like drawing with hayley instead of a pencil.

so photog it is!

speaking of which.

FIRE IN THE SKY!

lemme know whad you think of my photo.
and rmb! ure opinion is impt to me.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA
cldnt resist.
click on it to see it big though.

oh i do love this song. its so nice.

i wanna say these words but i guess
i'll just bite my tongue.
benjaMEAN
PEACEOUT=]

2007-12-26T12:50:00.001+08:00

athrillofhope,thewearysoulrejoices=]

cheryl and cherlyn and the nonsense we get up to.

this is the third christmas sleepover in a row.
three down and only sixhundredandtwentythreethousandeighthundredandfortysix
more to go!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

wait scratch that and leave one of those sideways eight thingy.
infinity=]

chrissywillneverbethesamewithoutthebothofyou.

after that,

it was off to the cousins place for the face stuffing event of the year.

Sheppard's pies made with a variety stuffing.
chicken pies with cheese in it.
roasted ribs with daddy's tomyam recipe.
roasted chicken with chips
daddy's high in demand potato salad.
Baileys and good ol' fashion rose syrup.

and for dinner

more pie!
ham in their assortments
croissants
deepfried teochew kueys

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHHAHAH

yes, everyone knows, im ALL abt the food.

wont even go into the haul!
probably one of the most unusual ever though.

you know whads next?
new year and cheenah new year!!!
PIEPIEPIEPIEPIEPIEPIEPIEPIEPIEPIE!!
&
TAMPANYAKI + STEAMBOAT!!

ahhh.. just thinking abt it gives me hunger pangs!
wait or is it panging with hunger?
hunger panging?

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAH

who gives. im off for lunch.
hope you guys have manymany fun this christmas.
rmb! its twelve days.

twelve days. reminds me of LILIN and her SINGIN.

HAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAH

benjaMEAN
PEACEOUT=]

2007-12-24T00:36:00.000+08:00

fallenofftheedgeoftheworldpresumably.

hope not.
even if hoping is painful.

i liked it better then.
the night you held my hand.
the sihouettes and their gazes
to think we took the chance.
when, in our faces were all the lights
and puke, i think i thought i might.
all was warm and nice again
the night you held my hand.

yes, the insensitive, who wld probably lose the memory game to a golfish, remembers.
it makes me wonder if you do.

oh, do you?
benjaMEAN
JADED=[

2007-12-19T21:28:00.000+08:00

EATMYBOOGERSYOUDRIEDUPPIECEOFBIRDCRAP!

you know whads really crummy?
chrisbrown's music video.
this christmas.

like, he walks around giving people nice big gifts like
cars, and plasma teevees and dances on the street pointing at houses that
"magically light up"!

oh wow!!

i say, screw that.

thats not whad chrissy's abt yo..
people grinning their facking faces off.

i mean gifts are great! who doesnt like getting stuff?
but come on!

grrrrr..

whadevr yo..
dont wanna get all wrinkly and grumpy..

benjaMEAN
BUMMEDOUT=/

2007-12-16T14:43:00.001+08:00

the appropriate expression for when amos decides to go porno with his lomo.

aka dooms day, Armageddon, veggies take over the world day of veggies. taking over the world. this world. veggies. yes. i mean no.

haas.
yes im very bored.
cherlyn's over but fell aslp.

butbuttbackside,

not for longgggg!

sunday- bbq with the cousins
monday- cheryl day
tues-night shooting with daveo, yoko, grace and peixin. text me if ure interested too!
wed-sentosa
thurs-icecreamday with jolene
friday-mj marathon at daveo's
sat-recovery day from mj marathon
sunday-qinyi's bap party

the girlfriend has been grounded.

so the next time i'll see her will probably be when the sun extinguishes itself.

benjaMEAN
PEACEOUT=]

2007-12-14T22:51:00.000+08:00

the smartest thing i did today.

asked the birthday girl whad the date was.
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH

yes, i plain forgot.. im sorry clar!!
damn smart, yes, i know.

well she punished me.

told her i was hungry.

she was like go eat ure girlfriend la.

she's RAW!!!

haas.. shit..
like nearly died.
yeah, kus ruoer said really fast sounds like roar.
which sounds like raw..

^ in case ure a big a idiot as clar.

love this song.

Timberwolves At New Jersey

Get up, get up
Come on, come on, lets go
There’s just a few things
I think that you should know
Those words at best
were worse than teenage poetry
Fragment ideas
and too many pronouns
Stop it, come on
You’re not making sense now
You can't make them want you
They're all just laughing

Literate and stylish (literate and stylish)
Kissable and quiet (kissable and quiet)
Well that's what girls dreams are made of
And that's all you need to know (and that’s all you need to know)
You have it or you don't (you have it or you)
You have it or you (don't)

You have it or you
You see how much time you're wastin?
You're coward of seperatin

Stop it, come on
you know I can’t help it
I got the mic
and you got the mosh pit
What will it take
to make you admit that you were wrong?
Was his demise so carefully constructed?
Well let's just say I got what I wanted
Cause in the end it’s always the same (you're still gone)
Lets go

Literate and stylish (literate and Stylish)
Kissable and quiet (kissable and quiet)
Well that's what girls dreams are made of
And that's all you need to know (and that’s all you need to know)
You have it or you don't (you have it or you)
You have it or you (don't) don't

This is me with the words on the tip of my tongue
And my eye through the scope
down the barrel of a gun (gun,gun)
Remind me not to ever act this way again
This is you trying hard to
make sure that you're seen
With a girl on your arm
and your heart on your sleeve
Remind me not to ever think of you again
This is me with the words
on the tip of my tongue
And my eye through the scope
down the barrel of a gun
Remind me not to ever act this way again (again)
again (again)

This is me with the words
on the tip of my tongue
And my eye on the scope
down the barrel of a gun
I'll never act this way again

Rest the weight (I know somethin that you don't know)
you've had your chance and folded
Don't hold your breath
because you'll only make things worse
Rest the weight (I know somethin that you don't know)
you've had your chance and folded
Don't hold your breath
because you'll only make things worse

(I know somethin that you don't know)
This is me with the worst
(I know somethin that you don't know)
Intentions, don’t
Hold your, hold your breath
(I know somethin that you don't know)
Because you'll only make things worse
Hold your breath
Because you'll only make things worse
Hold your breath
(I know somethin that you don't know)
because you'll only make things worse

Don't hold your breath because you’ll only make things worse!

benjaMEAN
PEACEOUT=]

2007-12-13T20:38:00.000+08:00

with my one last gasping breath i'd apologise for bleeding on ure shirt.

ruoer recognises you're so last summer by takingbacksunday.
looks like my hopes of dating an emo chick have not been dashed after all!

HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAH

its got something to do with the overdone eyeliner
its got something to do with the messy mascara
its got something to do with the seemingly unkempt hairdo
its got something to do with the short skirts
its got something to do with the colourful socks

yesterday was awesome.

lunch with jolene at nydc.
the penne was so rich i felt like puking after.

yes, i blame it on the pasta.
nothing to do with me whadsoevr.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAH

met cheryl and cherlyn.
we decided on prata after a longgggg debate.
one that involved me, myself and cherlyn.
+pulls down right lower eye lid and sticks out tongue at cheryl.

had lots to talk abt.
spoke to ruoer abt frens you know that will be with you till your hair greys and disappears and ure teeth suddenly becomes plastic with the occasional gold and ure unmentionable become ure drag-ables.

ew

well, my list will definitely include cheryl and cherlyn definitely, definitely.
=]

im supposed to be like stuffing clothes in my bag now in
my last min pack for KL routine.

but im stuck here kus casey still has school.
bummer..

a part of me just wanted to leave all this behind and just stuff my face, club all night and go chivas crazy.

whad am i supposed to do now?

oh well, at least we can bring forward the mahjong marathon and night shooting i guess..
maebe start on my painting?
more time with cheryl and cherlyn promised too.
PERHAPS MY EMO GIRLFRIEND WLD FIND TIME TO TAKE HER BOYFRIEND OUT!

HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAAHAHAHAHAH

this is so like stuntman mike in deathproof.
Totallyaskingforit.

TAFI in dave's terms..

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

please be home tonight.
i'll die if i dont get a chance to make this just right.
im sorry but i cant forget about the way i feel
everytime ure here.
benjaMEAN
PEACEOUT=]

2007-12-10T20:54:00.000+08:00

TANSTAAFL

thats so acrobatics(punintended) for you dave!

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

it stands for
THERE AINT NO SUCH THING AS A FREE LUNCH.

HAHAHAHAHHAHA
i know right?

kudos to smartestpersonintheworld limin!

and i reciprocated with

LCMJ IS A SUBSET OF BFX

where lcmj is lu chu mah jiao
and bfk is bei fa xian.

HAHAHAHAHHHAHAHAHAHHAHA
fackshit

caught hitman with ruoer tdy.
the entire show in one sentence?

the typical i shoot you kus you betray me and
im a psycho that rips ure guts out with long knives that
i so happen to have in my pants, that i somehow manage to
walk arnd in, and booooooommmmm lotsa explosions.

wait scratch that.

it shld be
GREAT THINGS COME IN PAIRS!

why? kus the "hitman" walks around with two sweet pistols and
the whore turned fren walks arnd flashing her boobies like headlights.

ey.. but shes super pretty..
we were oogling at her nice, tender, tan ~~boobies~~ legs!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA

you know how i know this is real?
i actually get sad.

heartbreak for six seasons.
benjaMEAN
PEACEOUT=]

2007-12-08T02:10:00.000+08:00

share with me the blanket that ure wrapped in kus its cold outside.
share with me the secrets that youve kept in kus its cold inside.

easier said than done im afraid.
the shitty part is that this doesnt change the way you feel inside.
"the reality of it all is still the reality of it all," says i matter of factly.

PISS OFF CHICKEN SHIT!

ITHURTS

ITHURTS

ITHURTS

ITHURTS

ITHURTS

ITHURTS

no one will evr know.

benjaMEAN
BUMMEDOUT=[

2007-12-04T22:50:00.000+08:00

viva forever says:
dslr is it the small thingy with games in it?

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH
oh man.. nearly died..
i swear ure adorable.

on another note.

YES, I FACKING GOT MY DSLR BITCHES!

yes, yoko.. close ure mouth.
URE WETTING THE PLACE.
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA

nuff said.

no, all that glitters is not gold.
all that glitters is you.

benjaMEAN
PEACEOUT=]

2007-11-29T12:50:00.000+08:00

once again i found myself at the edge of my seat.

only it wasnt a car seat or the sofa.
it was the toilet seat.

and it was my head that was near the edge.

i puked again.

i succumbed to my ill fate, the one qinyi labeled as cool.

qinyi: benji this type of people got this kind of sickness. so cool one..

I'd have to disagree..
cool is one thing whad i have is definitely not.

i dont think i need to go into details of how "cool" puking is kus im sure we all know.
but its been at least five or six times since school started in may?

i say five or six not because of my fantastic math ability.
but memory fails.

yes, like how my health is failing.

the irony of it all was that i was telling grace a little earlier that im a very lucky person.

haas..
talk abt unfortunate mistake yo.

im srry i made a mess at ure hse daveo..

one day i'll probably discover bits of my flesh and blood in my chunks and go terminal.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Try not to miss me too much yo!
and if you dont come to my funeral i'll go steal the scream mask and haunt you till you blow chunks.

you'll all be in "vsc".
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

well, screw all that.

thrs definitely more to life.

haircuts are not a waste of money.
flowers remind me of funerals.
so there.
=]

benjaMEAN
PEACEOUT=]

2007-11-26T20:27:00.000+08:00

PUNINTENDED

found this on clarissa's blogggg..

the old lady even despised people with many ear holes.
and that's when the three of us looked at each other.
like wth -.-
ben's was worst. hilarious.

old lady: aiyo! why your hair cover your face!
ben: ooh! it's to shelter from the sun.
old lady: later you can't see where you're going and then you bang yourself!
ben: -.-

thats her account.

im sure it was more of like,

old lady: aiyo! why your hair cover your face?
ben: ohh! it's to shelter from ~~UGLYOLDMONSTERTHATSMELLSOFROTTENSOCKJUICE~~ the sun.
GRIN+
old lady: oh.. thats incredibly smart.( turns to clarissa) why do you have soooo many earholes?
clarissa: ooh! it's to hear better!
old lady: oh.. thats incredibly dumb. (picks her nose)
clarissa: why do you pick ure nose?
old lady: ohh! it's to smell better!
clarissa: oh.. but you smell like an OLDMONSTEROFROTTINGSOCKJUICE.
old lady gets pissed and throws a pokeball at clarissa and captures her..

YAY!! CLARISSA CAPTURED!!

do you wanna give clarissa a nickname?

type+

A

h

l

i

a

n

clarissa is now called ahlian!

DING*

yeahh..
then i went fr breakfast but was too late for breakfast so we had lunch.. =]

benjaMEAN
PEACEOUT=]
ps. you know i love you clar..
HAHAHAHHAAHHAHAHAHAHA

2007-11-25T23:50:00.000+08:00

evidence that my girlfriend is secretly a psychomaniac!!

florescent adolescent says:
if its not gruesome then why is it rated r21?

and that's the way the cookie crumbles says:
huh. well

and that's the way the cookie crumbles says:
the opening scene

and that's the way the cookie crumbles says:
they peel off the entire face of the sicko to get at his brain

and that's the way the cookie crumbles says:
then they sliced him up

and that's the way the cookie crumbles says:
after a few scenes. scene shifts to this girl who has her entire stomach cut out and alot of guts and stuff like that

and that's the way the cookie crumbles says:
it's kinda gruesome i guess

I GUESSS??
we were talking abt saw four by the way..
psycho i tell you..

benjaMEAN
BUMMEDOUT=/

2007-11-09T23:52:00.000+08:00

i dont even know where or how to come abt expressing.
words and song can only take you so far.
past that, you lose control and who you are.
in a good way.
in a sweet way.

lately ive been thinking so strangely abt the clouds
and how they slowly seem to fade away.
maebe someday we'll find a way to disappear.
just you and me on silver lining dreams.

daphnelovesderby
benjaMEAN
PEACEOUT=]

2007-10-30T23:13:00.000+08:00

"we live in the age where people can stand on the moon but not get a sausage mcmuffin at 4pm."

was telling david how daddy managed to get sausage mcmuffins in the afternoon kus he's "well connected".

it really isnt something to shout abt but then again, its pretty awesome.
haas.

mcmuffins are whad you typically get on the breakfast menu.
in case you live under a pail.

no kidding, even if you order a big breakfast, you technically still get a plain ol' sausage mcmuffiin.

well, i toasted it and it was the sex.

metaphorically of course.

but i digress..

i wanna drone on abt how unfair life is, but you've already heard that one.

well, ive got more work to do.=/

benjaMEAN
BUMMEDOUT=/

2007-10-27T21:00:00.000+08:00

oh man oh man oh man.
yesterday/tdy was the besttt..

totally stuffed my face at ikea.
whad else is there to stuff but MEATBALLS and CHICKEN WINGS and this other chicken thing..
and to top it all off, ICECREAM!
mmmmm..
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

after that it was off to budget arcade..
HAHAHAHAA
its really super duper budget. like games are 50 cents per round kind of thing?
house of the dead 4
drum thingyy
daytona
and the best, BISHI BASHI!
HAHAHAHAHAHHAH

this time, its like fixed.
=]

cant believe we spent like close to two hours there.

carrot cake at chompchomp was followed by the
OFFICIAL OPENING OF DAVID'S SLEEPOVER!!!
YAYY
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

and we've only just begun..
HAHAHAHAHAH
inside joke.

recipe for a great night

david
lilin
shuyi
joseph
joanna
amos
benji
JACKASS2
1408
SHREK3
300
vodka
seasalt and vinegar chips
mahjong
indian poker
david's great bread
chicken soup

in no particular order.
jumble all together for abt ten hours straight?
you get the picture..

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

got home to a nice bath and warm bed..
mmmmmmm

and you know whads the best part?
tmr's sundayy!!
=]

benjaMEAN
PEACEOUT=]

2007-10-25T01:07:00.000+08:00

tdy was an awesome day.
got up at like 0730..
okay, that part wasnt too awesome.
hahhaha.

had big breakfast at hougang mall.
its been ages since my last one.

plus the fact that i was with ruoer made it feel like the good ol' secondary school days.

it was only for a brief hour or two.

then someone got lost one the way home..
HAHAHAHAHAH

funniest thing ever.
you'd think at this age that people wld be better orientated.

but nooo...

i think im the one stuck with the blonde one here.
HAHAHAHAHAHA

two peas in a pod she said.
its cute when used in that fashion i guess.

but it stops there, period.

haas..

spent the afternoon tabing my first song!
ronin's one more moment.

the solo was probably no more than 8 notes long but i took almost the entire aftrnoon.
haas..

yayyyy..
i feel so accomplished.

HAHAHAHAAHAHA

chicken wings followed and then it was off the david's place for mahjong.

benji: i seriously love mahjong.
david: ure not even playing yet.

HAHAHAHAHHA
i sat out for awhile to eat my noodles.
took abit to finish it.

i guess whad i seriously love is the mucking arnd..

with all the long jokes and short jokes and white jokes.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

i know you know whad i know i am talking abt here..

HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA

first pea asks, why are we in this pod?
other peas says idk, but i wldnt have it any other way.
benjaMEAN
PEACEOUT=]

2007-10-23T19:47:00.001+08:00

its too late baby, ther's no turning arnd.
ive got my hands in my pockets and my head in a clouddd.

green tea ice cream.
how did the words even ever come together to form something?

dont get me wrong, green tea is the best.
and evryone knows im like having an affair with icecream.

but together?

like ew please?

it looks like something from a baby's REAR END.

and thats from the girl whom i heard it from, love.
she insists its the best.

benjaMEAN
PEACEOUT=]

2007-10-22T01:32:00.000+08:00

and the favoured son felt whole for a rare bit.
whole and complete.

its nothing like getting a new camera or toy.
its way above any ecstasy or joy.

here i am and there were you.
it looks just like its tea for two again.
benjaMEAN
PEACEOUT=]

2007-10-16T18:58:00.000+08:00

you watch me fal like new york in an earthquake.

you know how certain things are just disappointing?

like adaptations and overly done meat?

well, mostly people i guess..

its like how a supernatural being is supposed to have contacted me by now and reveal that i can sprout wings at will and shoot laser outta my eyes. and that somehow the world has been attacked and im needed.

needed..

yes. disappointed from four.
yo know its actually not too late if ure really out there mister extraterrestrial.

haas..
pity. even childhood fantasies disappoint.

life's full of disappointment.
life shouldnt be this way.

and you watch me fall like new york in an earthquake.

for you that is.
benjaMEAN
BUMMEDOUT=/

2007-10-11T18:45:00.000+08:00

you know most honestly?
certain things are hard to say.

i wanna be pushing daisies with you.
benjaMEAN
PEACEOUT=]

2007-10-11T01:03:00.000+08:00

tdy was the weirdest shit evr.

was like queuing for western with yingnuo and nat.
for those of you who dont know, the western food stall uncle is the funniest shit evr..
in a good way of course..
haas..

anyhow, where was i.
yes, yingnuo, nat , queuing, funny uncle.
whad i didnt count on was MOSES standing right in frnt of me!

well, maebe its happened to others before but like whad do you do whe ure like 30cm away from ure school director yo?

and yeah, i was doing the usual ordering weirdish not possible to have food from the western stall.

i always order bao yu from the western stall..
HAHAHAHAHAHAH
wait, bao yu is sharks in right?

anyhow, i shouted my lungs out in mandarin.
when lo and behold, a reply came from somewhere else.

"i didnt know you were chinese?"

my heart plunked into the dark pits of my belly.
am not speaking of my belly button btw.

haas..

it wasnt so bad afterall.
like we spoke for quite abit and that was that.
well, its hard to deny that moses is a nice person.
oh well..

benjaMEAN
PEACEOUT=]

2007-10-05T20:23:00.001+08:00

after abt
5 mths of studying
7 modules
3 nights with out sleep
10000 mahjong games
93722568 bad jokes
1 stay over
782 movies
28765 beef steaks
2 lasagna
26753619695 zings
3 home deliveries
1 late school night

it all came down to one number.

3.79!!

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH

mines in terms of gpa yo!
not centimetres or millimetres or nanometres or caterpillars like a certain someone i know..

amo*cough*sanus*cough cough*

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

its truely veh shiok and ima take full privilege of my bragging rights yo.

communicating design ideas ---- A
drawing essentials ---- distinction
3D art fundamentals ---- distinction
ideation ---- C+
digital essentials ---- distinction
history of graphis design ---- A
visual presentation essentials ---- distinction

haas.. im very happy..
no really.. im very very happy..

but like ima start a burn ah pat's car club.

HAHAHAHAHAAH

anyhow grades werent the only things i got.
ive also made many fantastic frens..

yes, even amos is my good fren..
i know right?
cant believe im saying this abt an asshole..
HAHAHHAHAH
no literally..
HAHAHAHAHAHAH

and dave thats uber good at evrything..
especially zinging joleong..
haas..

shuyi whos living proof that empty vessels make the most noise.
HAHAHAHAHHA
must zing her in english, if not she'll know whad it means and counter..

and many others like
desiree
qinyi
yoko
jolong
christian
sara
clara
xy
sheali
dingjie
christine
angel
lilin
peixin
grace
wina
and many many people..
but like no space la..
HAHAHAHAHAH

school wld nvr have been sooo awesome without you guys..
i swear this sounds like some nobel prize speech..

cept that thrs nothing noble bout it..
HAHAHHAHAHAHAH
yes, plus one into the bad jokes count..

just received a letter from tp..
rmb we had to write ourselves letters in freshie camp?
totally forgot abt it..
it said, be the best in my class.
then i recognised my own handwriting..

goosebumb momment i know..
HAHAHAHAHAHAH

with these grades i think i'll be able to persuade my parents into letting me colour my hair..
in case you havent heard, i want blonde with like black highlights!
not the streak kind but the patch kind?

DADDY: dont do this kind of thing to yourself okay? i'll put a big teevee and a dvd player set in your room.

its complete with surround sound shit la..

but i dunnoe..

i mean im 17..
which is the perfect time to do silly stuff like this right?

you definitely wont be try this when ure 40..
and you cant go like, yeah, ive tried it..
it was silly, but yeah, i EXPERIENCED it..

you guys reading this gotta help me out alright?
like lemme know whad you think..

ANYHOWWWWW

ponned 2d class to go have P R A T A with my frens..
and i had my first egg prata!
HAHAHHAHAHAHA
i know right? seriously.. haas..

and can you believe it? even more mahjong afterwards..
HAHAHAHAHAHAH

have your cake and eat it too
benjaMEAN
PEACEOUT=]

2007-09-21T01:23:00.001+08:00

ohh, its whad you do to me..

ohh, its whad you do to me..
whad you do to me..

if evry simple song i wrote to you
wld take ure breath away,
i'd write it all..
benjaMEAN
PEACEOUT=]

2007-09-18T21:00:00.000+08:00

BRING ON THE HOLIDAYS BABY!!

haas..

had loads of ups and downs last block but those days are goneeee..

i mean who doesnt like hols?
especially when you start it smack with

booze
ben and jerry's
loadsa snacks
funky soup
2786752 gore and horror flicks
wild card games
piggy backs
and the greatest bunch of frens..
save amos of course..

HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAH

we were all at dave's place.
shuyi
lilin
joseph
joanna
amos
benji stayed over.

grace
peixin
angel
chingy stayed awhile.

all this after lunch at IKEA.

can you hear the bells chime? and that almost heavenly aura?
HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAH

it seems that all our class evr does is munch and watch movies together.
not that im complaining or anything.
haas..

ive even gained three kilos to show for it. 58 now.
once again, not complaining..
haas..

sad part is that we might have to change classes soon.
but even if that happens, dont let the munching and watching stop yeahh?
haas..

im sure we wont.
not with v.p amos and P dave arnd.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

ohhhhhhhhhh!!
and LIFT MOSHING too.

haas..

thats courtesy of lilin..
------------------------------------------------------------------------

this is seriously the life.
with jamming sessions reinstated
things looks like their taking an even greater turn for the better.
just when you thought it wasnt possible.

my 3d sculpture of a smashed guitar.
im so freaking proud of it and i can honestly say,
"YESSSSUHHHHHHHHHHHHH"

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA

had a smashing good time.

lights out at four only to wake up for more.
benjaMEAN
PEACEOUT=]

2007-09-04T20:05:00.000+08:00

you know, im still in school.
its really crappy..

ima slap the next person who goes like," eh you poly ah? shiok right? evryday slack."

+SMACK!

poly is sooooo not great.
thrs soooooo much work.
the exercises are really brinking pointlessness
and my brain is turning into mushnessshiubcywvywvedbewpd

ahh, if it wasnt for the great roast pork potato thing i had earlier in mensa,
the studios wld be burning to a crisp right now.

not to say that i wld have had any part of it.
honest!

haas..

feels like the firs laugh u had in ages.

share with me the blankets that ure wrapped in, cause its cold outside.
share with me the secrets that you've kept in, cause its cold inside.
its cold inside.

benjaMEAN
BUMMEDOUT=/

2007-09-01T21:05:00.000+08:00

I HATE EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU.

WHY DO I LOVE YOU?

I
HATE
YOU
HATE
I
HATE
YOU
LOVE
ME

benjaMEAN
BUMMEDOUT=/

2007-08-24T21:25:00.000+08:00

was planning on something really evil to post tdy.
but i just heard this morning that this dude from holy high just passed on.

the sad part is that he's just abt a year younger than i am
but he'll nvr again see the light of day.

i do not know him personally and can not imagine whad his family and frens must be going through right now.

this just goes t show how facking short life is.

and like how a very normal morning can end ure life before youve even started the day.

EVEN THOUGH LIKE I DIDNT KNOW HIM,
I WAS TERRIBLY AFFECTED BECAUSE
I HEARD IT WAS A GIRL
AT FIRST AND I THOUGHT OF MY SISTER.
i like almost cried when i saw alfred's pictures of the scene.
the boy's shoes were still under the bus.

life is finite

benjaMEAN
BUMMEDOUT=/

2007-08-18T20:38:00.000+08:00

firstly, YESSUHHHHHHHH!!

haas..

its end of block yo and in true des spirit, enjoyyyyy..
haas..

chris
shuyi
daveo
joleong
jolong
chinggy
amosanus
and benji were set for a good time!!

but like lazy to ist every single thing.

in short, we ate, ate, shopped, and ATEEEE..
haaas..

like in reaaaaally short..
almost midget short..
not that i have anything against midgets..
i love midgets!
they're like hobbits arnt they?

or maebe not..
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

well, my works like handed up but like im posting just fr ure viewing pleasure.
haas..

thats that..

just a random thought here.

i know its kinda mean
and im really not trying to play out the fact that im in des here but

you know some like try to be creative but actually arnt very?

kus they ride on bandwagons and coat tails of other really creative persons?

i dont know about you but i have zero respect for such.

originality takes precedence abv evrything.

so if you cant do it, give it up yo.
=]

benjaMEAN
PEACEOUT=]

2007-08-16T00:37:00.000+08:00

my life reads like the classifieds..
pages of wads for sale, whads on the auction block..

Attention bidders! It's Lot 45..
He's got a decent voice, he's got that crooked smile..

Hold on, you haven't heard the best yet..
He writes good storylines, he's got those honest eyes..
So take him home for just $9.95..

He'll sing the songs you like,

he'll keep you warm at night..

benjaMEAN

PEACEOUT=]

2007-08-04T22:31:00.000+08:00

official prom pics just out i think.

thanks for the heads up ace. =]

just looking at the pics again makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside.
and not the kind you get when you gulp down hot milo mind you.

haas.

ROCK ON!

yeah, you'd be smiling too if you were king. really..=]

this has got to be the most awesomest pic evr. my and my bestest budds doing chillouts on stage. you'd smile wide if you were up there too. i swear.

gotta love this pic.

gotta love friends..=]

yeah yeahh.. grin ure heart out.

absolution

benjaMEAN

PEACEOUT=]

2007-07-22T23:23:00.000+08:00

hmmm.. peopel have been like having a ball of a time on my blog eh?
especially that girl in the previous post.. hmm..
haas..

anws.. havent been blogging.. so i shall now!

dont know if you guys have seen my earlier posts..
my blog used to be educational!

haas..

so i shall teach you guys somethign tdy..

today's benji's lesson today on picking up girls at the bus stop near ure hse lesson today!!

hmm..
okayy.. im sure youve seen like this pretty hot girl like just chilling at the bus stop near ure home before.
yeah, you know the one thats pretty tall, slim and looking just damn goood with that thick black eyeliner?
then you wonder to ureself. oh my son, whads a hot girl like that doing here?

and you realise that thr really isnt much you can do at a bus stop than whad its name suggests..
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

anw, lets get down.

the first thing you do is make a blur face.
yeah, the same one you make when like ure mummy asks you where is all her rum gone..

hmm..

haas..

then you walk up to her and say ure looking for this random place and wonders if she stays nearby and knows the location.

+ if she says yes, thank her, introduce ureself and ask for her number..
give her a damn obvious reason like, say in case you get lost and can call her..

+ if she says she's unfamiliar with this place then confess that you actually stay within the vacinty and was just trying to find an excuse to talk to her. trust me, she'll be surprised and shy at the same time.. SCORE!

+ if she like snubs you of and is the bitchy kind that uses the whadevr phrase like water then wait till she turns away. then take out ure plastic bag that you convieniently have in ure bag and put it over her head!! DUM DUM DUMMMMMMMMMM..

just playing.. haas..

got that all?
here's a play by play..

lets say i see a hot girl at the bus stop near my hse..

benji: heyy.. i was just wondering if you stay nearby by? im looking for the swimming complex.
(it really doesnt matter that im not in the proper gear. haas)
hotgirl: um.. no.. im sorry.. i stay in far away land.
benji: oh, is that near serangoon?
hotgirl: yeah.. pretty much..
benji: cool.. actually, the truth is i stay like right around the corner and was just looking for a way to speak to you..
hotgirl: oh.. (stunned and nothing to say) +laughs.
benji: haas.. sorry.. cld i have ure number?
hotgirl: sure thing..
benji: cool.. thanks.. are you in a hurry? kus my mummy has some rum and stuff lying arnd.
hotgirl:nah, im not.. lets go..
benji: sweet..

tadahh..
there you go.. the trick is to get this all before her bus arrives..
and make sure that fat botak kid sitting beside her isnt her boyfren..
kus for some reason i think you wldnt like the idea of being sat on.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA

and it also helps if you have cool hair..
it cuts the work by like half?
you just say hi only then she drops her handphone..
and ure set for life.. HAHAHAHAHHHA

try it out. and oh ya, dont do it twice with the same people arnd..
its like magic..
it works but you dont want others to expose you..
okay, bad metaphor..
but you get the idea..

HAHAHAHAHA

holywood hills and suburban thrills
benjaMEAN
PEACEOUT=]

2007-07-12T23:40:00.000+08:00

rules yo..

each playa starts off by naming ten weird habits or facts abt one's self.
at the end, tag six friends and they'll have to reciprocate..
no tagging back..
yadayadayada..

one- IFACKINGHATEVEGGIES!! yeahh.. im sure most of you know that.. and i'll just get this gag reflex whenevr i eat it.. seriously..

two-my hair is totally naturally curly.. i dont really like it actually.. but it sure is special=]

three-yes, i am mixed but please dont ask me abt my tree.. kus im just plain tired of repeating it.

four-i can curl my tongue into a flower.. can you? hahahaahah

five-i prefer jeans to berms on days starting with "p".. think puckerday..

six-i have the urge to sing anytime of the day but ive been keeping it in check.. babadada babadada.. hahahahaha.. ilikeindiemusic

seven-i have really straight and white teeth that im wayyyy proud of..

eight-many people say i have a nice ass.. i know you people will try and touch it or do something sick.. please try to keep ure hormones in check.. hahahahaha

nine-my mouth moves by itself when im concentrating.. eg. drawing..

ten-lack of sleep=benji the grouchy monster.. watch out.. the smaller my eyes are the less sleep ive had.. early warning signals.. haas..

sihui
jingyun
kaeting
christian
wenlin
qinyi

thats six right? thou hast been taggededdddeddedxxxxzzzzzxxxx..
haahahahahah..

anyway.. i got my tag from a fren of mine..
she's wonderful to have around..
especially when ure down..

my fren, shuyi aka sockngee

you can add these to ure "things not to do when benji has a dslr on his desk" list.

haas..

benjaMEAN
PEACEOUT=]

2007-06-21T21:46:00.000+08:00

ahhh.. for those of you who dont alr know..
sing banjamin ezekiel is one helluva emotional sponge..

there's a clear difference between emo and emotional okayy..
im not emo!

well, i mean im only human ehh?

cut me, i'll bleeeeeeedd..

and lately alot has been happening..
this is where i'd like to pour all my thoughts and feelings..
right here------------>X

if you dont wanna read abt some sad person then this is were you shld decide to shift ure mouse in the direction of that red box thingyy.. you know the one with the prominent "X" in it? yeahh, go figure genius..

is it possible to feel positively fuzzy warm and stone cold inside at the exact same time?
im starting to think its largely plausible..

have you evr felt that way?
shown the darkside of man and loved to the brim at the same time?

it makes my fingers shake a little..

and no, im not refering to a viewpoint of a relationship here..

its something more vague and awesome..

something that we are part of and yet at the same time, larger than individual..

hmm.. im not making much sense..
not even to myself..
haas..

if you cld get into the inner workings of my brain i sure it'll turn ures to mush..
and i dont blame you, kus i confuse myself sometimes too..

maebe i have some unknown brain disorder..
hmm

i stepped out of the train the other night on the way home and attempted to soak in my surrounding.. had my earphones lodged deep but i cld still pick up the distinct tapping sound which resonated from the smooth tiles my shoes came in contact with..

tit tap tit tap..

this is me.. my person.. my being.. my own story.. and i was making sounds with my shoes.. haas.. queer thing to be thinkign abt but yes..

i was briefly amazed but in that very bubble, i was intruded by other tit tappers, for lack of a better noun.. i looked arnd and evryone else was too making their own way through the machinical doors..

their own person.. their own shoes..

then i wondered, was i the only person who has evr had this thought cross his mind..
i guess i'll nvr know..
and with that i figured thats not the only thing i wldnt know abt these people..
i will nvr know their stories.. at least nvr absolutely, for sure..

i mean, can you reaally share evry thought and feeling with another?
thoroughly impossible wldnt you say?

thats just how big the world is..
so the next time you think abt ureself, think abt that old man sitting across you in the train..
yeahh, that simple guy with all his wrinkles.. in his shorts..
whads his life like? whads his story?

or maebe that hot chick whose glances youve been dodging wld seem to be more inviting to portray..

in this context of course..

haas..

all this in my brain in less than two mins..
you can only imagine the amount of stuff that goes through between my ears..

of course i wont type it all out..

i value my fingertips you know?

hee=]

well, if youve bothered to read the whole thing, perhaps you might wanna put some ice on ure brain..
but you definitly get and "A" from me..
thanks much..=]

poke me, i'll jolt..
benjaMEAN
BUMMEDOUT=/

2007-06-16T01:09:00.000+08:00

one hour past the besterestest!!

i just wanna say firstly,
HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAH
okay, now that ive gotten that off my chest,

i wanna thank all the people that made me feel totally special!
ure special too..=]

i dont know why but im the kinduff person that makes a big hoo hah abt birthdays..
especially my own..

haas..

its like one of the facking biggest things in ure life okayy!!
best part is that it comes once a year..

thats seventeen down and one hundred minus seventeen to go!!

srry, but if you cant alr tell, i suck at maths..

haas..

anws.. started celebrating like a whole five days before my birthday?
haas..

barbeque with my cousins..

oh my, how i love my cousins..
nathan brings the cutest gifts
nigel brings the bestest jokes you evr feed ure ears and
nicole brings all the smiles..

ahh..
my weirdish extended family..=]

as usual my daddy does the best evrything for the barbeque..
right at our doorstep..

yeahh, in case ure wondering, i stay in an excutive apartment in a HDB..

how in the freaking shit does one hold a barbeque at the highest floor of a flat you might ask..

haas..

my daddy was like damn smart to purchase the land immidiately outside my door..
and like since i dont have any next door neighbours, the previous is possible..

so people people,
barbeques parties are much welcomed..

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHHA

aftr all the munching and drinking and joking and singing and xbox, my first party came to an end..

i think i mentioned it before to alot of my frens..

benji wld like a quiet birthday this year for a change..
yeahh.. past few years were stacked with barbeque over parties over madness!!

diff frens constituted to a need for separated parties which meant many parties in a row but whos complaining eh?

haas..

who throws himself a birthday party?

singbenjaminezekiel!

but not just one mind you.. i think it averages like two to three over a week in the past few years..
hey, who doesnt like parties?

oh, back to my plans for my quiet birthday this year..

went out with a small group of people from temasek poly!
i daresay they are a bunch of people i hold dear to me..
but like you not being there doesnt mean ure a dear fren okay?
haas..

kaeting
christian
chongpeixin

ahh.. we had a chill out day that proved most rewarding indeed!

rise of the silver surfer followed by
dinner at the asian kitchen and then
a waffle cone special at ben and jerry's, finally
chill session by the sea and drinks..

as you cld imagine.. i was all smiles..

thank you guys.. sincerely.. lets make this a routine thingy yeahh?

i rode a freaking cloud home that night!!
simply awesome..
-----------------------------------------------------------------------------

was kinduff bummed out when i got home though aftr i got off the phone..
disappointed yo..

when i got home it was brinking 11 i think?
took a nice hot bath..
hit the spot smack centre!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

was like texting in the living when all of a sudden,

cheryl and cherlyn like came outta nowhere a started screaming!

oh my son, i nearly had a freaking heart explosion thingyy!!

they brought this cake that they baked and according to them said," happy birthday bestie!"

all i hear was aaaauiiiiiiiihhhhhhhggggggggggggwwww!!
i swear!

haas..

was damn shocked but at the same time freaking pleased to see them..
its times like these you know who are the people that really love you, you know?

cake was this splendid caramel and biscuit thingy that they baked from scratched..
the taste rivals something outta heaven's bakery.. really..
is that thing of ures called imagination functioning?
try some..

HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

they like totally invited themselves over for a sleep over and we all crashed in my room
aftr much snacking and like halves of a few movies on teevee..
haas..

had to admit i was pooped!
in a good way though..
so with the intrusion of my besties my plans for a quiet birthday buckled and twisted under..
also in a good way..

HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHA

did i mention you guys rock more than the grand canyon?
no really.. haas..

they left pretty early though, arnd eight?
i only official awoke from deep deserving slumber closer to noon?
yayy.. more cake! haas..

spent the day with my guitar and talking to a few people..
replied bday texts and accepting comments..

now no one is gonna believe me when i say i dont really use frenster aftr that slew of comments..
haas..
but im no less very much appreciative..=]=]=]

had a feast of a dinner with cherlyn and cheryl again!!
HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

ordered pizza and
cheryl bought muthabak from who knows where?
and home fried noodles thngyy..
and the cherry on top of any day, BEN AND FREAKING JERRY'S!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAAHAH

in any case.. im off to bed now! got jenny's wedding to attend later in the day..
oh my.. like so exciting sia.. not in a bimbo wayy.. haas..

like happy much?
benjaMEAN
PEACEOUT=]

2007-06-13T00:59:00.000+08:00

i will be calling you to see,
if ure sleeping or ure dreaming.
if ure dreaming, are you dreaming of me?

benjaMEAN
BUMMEDOUT=/

2007-06-08T23:19:00.000+08:00

7 days to the besterestest!!

yo ho yo ho a pirate's life for meeeeeee..

went to see pirates tdy!
it was quite good actually!

i know like a few people arnd saying its not that great..
thought it was fantastic though..

all the swashh bucklinggg, cannon balling and ugly fish persons doomed to serve as crew of ye flying dutchman was all awesomely well done says i!!

savvy?

but i guess all that seawater crashin about got to my bladder good..
okayy, i know i dont do pirate talk well.. but if you must know, i am a pirate!
just as ye expected!!

all that stuff on my arm aint just fer show y'know..
its one of em nine pieces of eight!!

HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAH

i guess whad we have in common is an inadequete ability to count..
hmmm..

the part with jacksparrow's dad was freaking funny yo!

HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

shant spoil it for those yet to be sailing cinema-wards..
okayy.. i shld really stop speaking like that..
i realise im alr hard enuf to comprehend as it is..

oh well..

watched it with cheryl and cherlyn..

haas..

when i like say both of their names together i keep pronoucing it as chair-rel and cher-lean..
haas..
its been like two years and im still lacking in that department..
oh myy..

can only imagine cheryl's reaction..

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHA

then we went to chomp chomp to makan..
tahhpaoded to my house..

yes.. being the bum that i am,
i rather enjoy having me lunch at the comfort of me quarters..

haas..

yes finally i cld get all the chicken wings that i want!!
thought ten was kinduff over doing it so i settled for eight instead..

needless to say, im feeling rather jolly right now..=]

who wants free moneyy???
nahh.. ure wayyy in over ure head..

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHA

had like all the greesyyy food like satay and hokkien mee and stingrayy..

haas..
live to eat ehh?

ten years at sea and one day on shore is a pretty steep bargain dont you say?
well, it depends on who ure with for that day you know?
benjaMEAN
PEACEOUT=]

2007-06-07T22:44:00.000+08:00

8 days to the besterestest!!

went swimming with wenlin today..
didnt realise how long its been since my last trip there..
oh man..
the last time was like arnd o lvl period?

when like daniel pulled down my shorts and let loose my
extremely longggg, giantnormous, hairyyyyyyy, brown gorrilla float..

expected something else?

haas..

why wld my float be hairy you ask?
beats me, ask the monkey..

oh well..
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAH

nahh, i can assure you nothing of the sort happened..

learnt my current fav song tdy!
oh myy..

haas..

heyy there delilahh..
its such an honest and nice song know?
they shld make it a genre..
haas..
call it honest..

if ure real nice i'll play it for you..=]

HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAAH

just got of the phone with my dad..
he's like making such a fuss just cause i said i wanted chicken wings for dinner!!
oh my buddha!!!

like come on larhh..
its juts freaking chicken wings!!

he says like i sld be eating cause my last cough lasted a month and a half..
so like im not gonna be eating chicken wings for the rest of my life??

thats 256152 years to go yo!

i know a certain someone that'll have my back on this one..

beastboy turns into a lion!!
rrrrrrraaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

anws.. beastboy is forgivinggggg!!
and forgives raven for having less than pleasant thoughts..
beastboy rubs his rubs neck..
haas..

times square cant shine as bright as you..
i swear its true..
benjaMEAN
PEACEOUT=]

2007-06-05T21:56:00.000+08:00

10 days till the besterestest!!

haas..

went jamming yesterdayy..
wished i cld say something nicer but it was kinduff a waste of time sia..
srry guys..

really needa like listen to the song carefully if not more at all..

but it was admitedly fun!! haas..
especially the kill.. reaaally let looose!!

HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAH

but then thr was that incident with the whole stand getting broken and stuff..

bummer..
really..

oh well.. still earnest abt the next get together thingy we'll have..=]

aftr jamming we decided to head over to chomp chomp for dinner..
i dont get how some people have nvr heard abt chomp chomp?
isnt it like famous?
yes yes.. under a rock indeed..

HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

just playing..

anws..
thanks to ronald..
instead of enjoying grilled chicken wings in serangoon gardens, we ended up in chicken landd!!

not the type you'd like to eat you know?

im talking abt quayyy, chicken, ~~WHORES!!~~

one stop in the wrong direction makes a big difference..

damn SICKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!

got outta thr asap man..
it was like a totally weird experience even though we were like only at the mouth of geylang street road thingy..

kept telling myself look dead ahead kus i really dont want to catch any of their glances..

really..

something in my gut told me it wldnt be the same as meeting the hazel of a pretty girl in the train..

haas..
hmm..

dinner was grand and so was hang out after that..
we were talking abt old school games!!

like red alert two!
you guys reading this rmb playing that?

like freaking square tanks and stiff looking armies..
haas..
really miss that sia..

and and and, marvel vs capcom!!

HAHAHAHAAHAAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHA

we shld totally make this a frequent thingy yeahh?

went home with chicken in me, suffice to say i was a happy kid..
urz.. the edible kind of course..

HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHA
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finally caught spidey tdy!!

benji, kaeting and christian must have been like the last people on earth to catch it larhh..
haas..

well, apparently not cause we met bryan, brandon and sihui there!!

they were like catching the exact same movie slot..
haas..

evr since poly started its like i feel the world's becoming smaller..
like i get to know new frens but only to find out that they are actually frens of my old frens..
or like how we can just meet for a movie un-premeditated..

if thrs such a word..

okayy.. got side trackedd.. haas..

spiderman was great!
i have always loved spiderman..

kus he's like more human?
he's got feelings and he gets hurt not just physically..
like diff know?

unlike that dude that smashes through evrything and blocks bullets with his body..
saves the day and evryone applauds..
whads his name again?
oh right, superman..

jingyun and i were talking abt this..

jy, put colgate in the oven, you'll get hotgate :] says:
ohhh.
jy, put colgate in the oven, you'll get hotgate :] says:
you are so drama mama you know.
jy, put colgate in the oven, you'll get hotgate :] says:
hahahaha.
[Overly dramatic Bulimic benji ezey!][][+][w[e]aLL[]Hav][][a]["]Darker[]side["] says:
haas
[Overly dramatic Bulimic benji ezey!][][+][w[e]aLL[]Hav][][a]["]Darker[]side["] says:
i know
[Overly dramatic Bulimic benji ezey!][][+][w[e]aLL[]Hav][][a]["]Darker[]side["] says:
i like this kind of thingg
[Overly dramatic Bulimic benji ezey!][][+][w[e]aLL[]Hav][][a]["]Darker[]side["] says:
thats why my life is so complicated
jy, put colgate in the oven, you'll get hotgate :] says:
hahaha since when people's life were simple .

haas..
budden like aftr a min's consideration..
i think life isnt that bad aftrall..

im the happiest kid arnd..=]

sihui went to meet her frens aftr the movie..

what i wanna know is,
HOW COME URE FRENS ARE SO TALL AND URE NOT SO TALL AS THEM WHO ARE TALL, UNLIKE YOU ARE, WHICH IS NOT AS TALL AS THEM, TALL?

haas..
cldnt resist..

had dinner with he rest cept for chris..
he had to leave early for church..

oh well..

was supposed to go swimming with wenlin..
srry.. some other time okayy??

and i wanna add something..
beastboy is the ultimate best in teen titans.. better than raven..
especially raven..

EAT THAT!!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHHA

benjaMEAN
PEACEOUT=]

2007-06-02T23:29:00.000+08:00

13 days till the besterestest..=]

we interupt ure boring life with this breaking piece of news to all you kaypos out there!!
there have been several reports that mister sing benjamin ezekiel has cut his hair!!

oh my.. whads more unusual is that, his fringe has been cut!!

yes, ure eyes do not deceive you dear kaypo person reading these very words right now.. you kaypo you..

haas..
went to cut hair with cheryl today at city hall..
my nineteen dollar haircut is meager by yvonne's standards..
cant exactly blame her and her 30 odd cuts..

haas..

turned out pretty alright in the end..
must say that i am most satistfied..

went shopping afterthat..
continued from ytd.. haas..

yet another tee to my cupboard..
short sentences seem to be commonplace here now doesnt it?
haas.. oh well.. im wayy tired..

looking forward to the outting with my classmates coming soon very muchh..

oh ruby ruby ruby ruby ruby!!
and do ya do ya do ya?
know what ure doing doing to me?
benjaMEAN
PEACEOUT=]

2007-05-31T20:18:00.000+08:00

tdy is vesak day.. did i sppel it writte?
buddhist day! at least i know howda spell buddhist..
you'd think this is the part where i go like,
" oh!! i dont have to know how to spell because design students dont need to!"

how i wishh..

the twothousand and twopointfivethousand essays are still fresh in mind..

but i am happy to report that im past the nightmares..

met up with secondary school frens ytd!!
haas..

totally freaking awesome..

leon has shorter hair now..
howard too.. but in a more extreme way.. haas..
luntat has actually found a way to make himself sound dumber!
jess hasnt changed much i guess..
jieying is still enjoying holidays!!
jason and dion i see in school almost evryday.. haas..

evryone's a tad diff yet completely the same..
its hard to explain but im happy that we all still felt at home taking silly photos and making the crudest remarks..

means alot to me yo..
=]

we had dinner before we headed over to lower court..
or is that upper court? been studying in that area for like ten years altogether and i still havent figured out which is what..

in any case, met up with the bulk of engine people frm school..
weijun and gang..

yeahh, you guessed it..
basketball..

havent touched a freaking ball in eons..
my legs were like wobbling during the second match..

okay guys, gotta admit.. we arent as good as we were when we were younger..
age is catching up with us yo..

HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHA

gave up the whole idea pretty quick and ended up just sitting at the side of the court chatting away..

we established something very important..

maybe you alr know it to be true but,

engine guys are so freaking deprived of you know what that they dont mind going for guys now!!

HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

daniel's stick on bra is proof of the school's twisted disease!!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

weijun: engine school is like boys home la.. nahbeh..
benji: anything also whack..
dion: yeahh lo.. then fat guys must be carefull.. got boobs..
benji: HAHAHAHAHA
dion: where's wilson?

HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

just freaking laughing my head off the whole time.. i swear..

then for some weirdo reason we all started like talking abt heroes..
haas..

howard was like champion of making random stuff abt heroes..
even leon was blurred.. haaas..

same old howard.. =]

then it got dark and lun tat felt like making business..
if you get my drift..

yeahh.. so we all went our separate ways..
awwwwwwwwwww

budden we met up again!!
haas..

we went popular and met faith there!!

faith: eh ben! hello..
benji: ohhh.. heyys..
faith: eh, dion!
faith: who is this? eh lun tat! howard! leon..

haas.. blurlarhhfaithhh...

went home with dion and jason..
and met mel!

haas.. kinduff unexpected..

boarded the same bus but we alighted earlier..
went to get ~~puke~~ fruit juice..

felt like freaking puking for the second time that day..
first time was before we even started playing bball..

yes, im bullimic..

its four am, im waking up to ure purfume..
benjaMEAN
PEACEOUT=]

2007-05-26T18:26:00.000+08:00

oh HHHOOOOOOOOOO.. like almost twenty days since i fed mickey.. hmm..
a dinosaur cant really get bullimic if you dont feed it anything in the first place now can it?

in any case, SCHOOLS OUT!!

EATTHATYOULOUSYINFOTECHANDBUSINESSANDWHADEVRELSECLASSESWITH EXAMSONTHEWAY!!

EAT YOU HEART OUT!
MHUAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAAHA!!

er hem..
im elated if you cant tell.. haas..

had presentation on thurs morn..
and we dressed like indie kids! hahahahaha..

blazers and scarfs and suspenders!!
hahahahaha..

the video was totally funkayyyyy..
THANKS MUCH YVONNE!!

the whole thing went as smooth as butter and the group's gotten pretty tight..
im glad!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAH

grace
peixin
angel
lilin
chris
benji

haas..
had a kick ass time guys, hope to work again soon..=]
DONT FORGET BEN AND JERRY'S!!!!

especially jerry, kus i know you wont for get ben..

HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHHA

submission was in the aftrnoon and aftr that it was SWEET FREEEDOM!
but i wasnt exactly outta the woods just yet..

on the day of submission, i freaking misplaced my sketchbook!!

can you say, WHADTHEFACKINGSHIT?

i was like, no way this is happening..
submission day alr lehhh..
the following day wld be the start of hols lehh..
THREE WEEKS WORTH OF SKETCHES LEHH!!

okayy, there werent exactly a gazillion sketches inside, but come on!!
it accounts for 30 percent of my grade yo!

okayy.. so like i got in touch with my lect, si-y..
and like she didnt seem to give a shit!
im like, why sia? SADDDDDDDEDDDDDDDD..

called bina!
and she's like ," yeah i saw it!"
yayyyyy!!

barney is undoubtedly the best lect arnd!!
HANDS DOWN DA BESTERESTEST!!

yeahh so like she gave me a few names of the people in her class and i began my arduous task of tracing..
haas..
called sihui to ask for this person named yzanne who knows this other guy who supposedly was the guy bina passed my sketch book to..
texted yzanne but she say she hadnt a clue..
met dion and called clarissa to ask kus she was in the classroom last with that freako lect that didnt allow me to search the place for my sketch book..
facking baldass dude..
clarissa was kind enuff to ask her classmates..
none of em even caught a glimpse..
and just as i was abt to give up,
DUM DUM DUMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM
YZANNE TEXTD ME!!

SHE FOUND IT!
YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

apparently her classmates were flipping through it and like one of em got so carried away that he didnt put it back!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

thats a good thing though right?

oh well, that was that..

really appreciate christian and kaeting for staying with me for hours on end..
i think it was pretty close to dark when i finally got it submitted..

went for makan with chris, kaeting and dempster at kfc..
canteens were like closed alr.. bummer..

had a pretty decent time i must say..=]
budden kaeting received some bad news..

hey, i hope ure better now. keep singing that wonders song and making up phillosophical stuff it that keeps your head up.. haas..

and to be completely honest, ure not like all the rest..
benjaMEAN
PEACEOUT=]

2007-05-07T19:27:00.000+08:00

and the first week of school comes to a close..
haas..

it ended with a very large bubble floating arnd my head..
it read,

HOW THE FACK IM A GONNA FINISH ALL MY ASSIGNMENTS BEFORE NEXT WEEK..

haas..

well, the fact that im typing stuff and feeding mickey shows that i did it!
WWWOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!

and this is how..
on sat we all had this apel thingy..
applied principles for effective ~~licking~~ living.
stupiddumbshitwasteoftime..

the plan was to go sentosa aftr that..
but things didnt go accordingly..

my sponsor and now my personal assistant, had floorball trials..
yeahh..
so we all had lunch first..
bud like aftr we all met up, we just simply didnt wanna go anymore..
so we headed home!!

and i most slept the day awayy..

haas..

my classmates went back to boatquay to draw on sun..
wld have loved to go..
for all the wrong reasons like lamer beaver's dad's duckrice..
simply to quack for..
and BLUEBERRY RIPPLE ICECREAM!!

yupps.. my fav rasberry ripple has been bested by another berrry delicious flavaa..

had church in the morning followed by breakfast with cheryl and cherlyn at bk..
spidey's all gone, too bad cheryl..

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

bought this ernie for nicole!
ERNIE.. hmm.. did i spell it right?

yupps.. aftr that i went home to pick up my guitar and was off to go jam with my new bandd..

thanks qinyi for directing me to aljunied..
got direct bus, 62.. how awesome is that?
haas..

we managed to finalise the songs and do evrything under 2 hours.. not badd i wld say..

yupps.. then it was of to nicole's party..
happy 21st! =]

she got like an ipod video sia and diamond earings and the likes..
bud i'd say my ernie came pretty close..
not..

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHA

well, i mean it is kinduff hard to beat 30 gig with a bunch of fluff..

had bbq.. totally awesome cake and brownies.. wish we cld have stayed longer thoughh..

and that ended my sunday..

church,
makan,
jam,
party..

duckrice and blueberry ripple wld have made good additions thoughh..

yupps... sooooooooooo..
im left with tdy to finish my work..
uphill? hardly..
totally thrashed out 1200 words by aftrnoon
and completed my boatquay painting by dinner time..

wasnt that hard actually.. like totally got worried for nothing..

rewarded myself with royceeeee..=]=]=]

now thts having ure cake and eating it too..

HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAH

and the cherry on top is that i only have class at 12 tmr.. sweeeeeeeet..

benjaMEAN
PEACEOUT=]

2007-05-03T20:47:00.000+08:00

spent like almost the whole of ytd making a futile atempt at completing my assignment for DRWess..

three a3 sized nature studies and a tonal chart..

if you dont know whad a3 stands for, continue to carry on ure existence under a rock..

the rat race started at 1pm, ended like 1230am for myself..
beleive me when i say 0030 is facking long away when youve been staring at white with a piece of graphite glued to ure fingers..

and you thought o lvls was challenging..

didnt manage to complete it so now im stuck with three pieces of totally rushed crapp..

no, not like you go toilet and try to force shit in 2mins kind..

its the 30 secs kind..

oh well, shit happens..

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHHA

anw, on a less shitty note..
COMdi is really slackkkkkkkk..

haas..

im not complaining..
and we're given like total control over the wheel..

wanna steer right? cannnnnn..
wanna steer left? cannnnnnnnn..
wanna steer into a wall? ALSO CANNNNNNNNNN!!!!

shitty part is that we have to do a 2000word essay thingyy..

yupp, you saw right.. three zeros..

i bet this squashes LIT any dayy..
tellmeifimwrong..

not that i care..
TWO FREAKING THOUSAND IS STILL TWO FREAKING THOUSAND!!!

talk abt writing portfolio huh?
third day of school?
pppftt...

anw, for fellow prisoners of COMdi.. here's an sample of creative writing..
came across in an email..

enjoy~

goes like this,

- last weekend, i went to "SOGO" to bought some seafood. i arrived at "SOGO" and opened the door, a girl said"[something cheenahhh that i dunnoe howda spelll]!!"
then i very angry and i kick her but she never dead!!

after that i saw a policemen want to caught me, then i run into the lift and saw a liftwomen, she ask"[another cheenahh thingy that has to do with dying i thinkkk]"
then i took out my ak-47 to kill her and she shouted," rrrRRRRRRRRRRRR!!"

after a few mins, the lift door dont openand i saw the ghost of the liftwomen.
but im not afraid because im a wizard!!

i used my magic to kill the ghost!

but she is colourless, so i use my "REAL EYE" to look for the ghost.
and i use my DARK POWER to took it to the hell,

then the lift door open..

HAHAHAHAHAHAAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA

some student frm HK wrote this..
haaas..

btw, whad does COMdi stand for?
to be honest, i havent the faintest idea..
someone elighten me?
thanks muchhh..

author and authority
benjaMEAN
PEACEOUT=]

2007-05-01T12:01:00.000+08:00

ytd was the first day of school..
class has started..
oh well..
all good things must come to an end..

but that doesnt mean the good stuff doesnt come rolling by again!!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL TOTALLY KICKED ASS!!

haas..
i thought like i wld be in a class with quiet bahh geyyy people..
whadyaknow, I AM IN A CLASS WITH QUIET BAHH GEYY PEOPLE!!

just playingg..

haas..
we're the coolest bunch arnd..

i absofackinglutely swear..
haas..

the day started off with meeting edison, elvera, evelyn and edmund..
we were supposed to meet clam for breakfast at tampines so we like got up to meet at 7am!!!!

edison: ehh, later where we eating ah?
ezekiel: urz.. i thought we meeting elston the clam?
edison:no.. he not meeting us alr.. he got lessons at 12 only..
ezekiel: whad? serious? evr seen a clam get wedgied before?

i only got one thing to say at this point..
watch out clammm..

MHUAHAHAHAHAHAHHA

so in the end we ended up having macs at tamp int..
same old same old..
chong ended up having a four dollar meal instead of the two..
inside joke.. haas..

WENLIN IS NOW OFFICIALLY MY SPONSOR IN EVRYTHINGG FINANCIAL..
EDISON'S SPONSOR IS EVELYNN.. HAAS..

reached class a lil before nine.. like cldnt find my room..
my first lect is called BARNEYY!!
thanks to angel and lilin..

haas..

yupps..
my new groupmates
angel,lilin and christian..

haas..
lessons didnt last as long as the timetable stated..
infact instead of the whole six hours on paper, we only had 2 hours in total?

well, im not complaining..
haas..

aftr class we went straight into doing our project..
haas.. yupp, first day and we alr got projects to be completed..

but it led to a entirely fun day out..
ENTIRELY!!

HAHAHAHAHAHA

first we went to art frens to get materials for DRAWess..
then it was of to see sam!

haas..
sam as in the SINGAPORE ART MUSEUM!!

haas.. were supposed to look out for design icons but like ended up shooting zombie movies instead..

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHA

the only icon we got was the toilet sign..
hmmm..

the works there were fantastic thoughh..

aftr that it was off to marina square!!
DINNER!!

haas.. we had it at long john's..
christian got so ripped of by the "treasure's meal"..

know why its called the treasure's meal?
its so small that you gotta treasure evry single bite..
hahaha

it was seriously damn small..
like rice and fish and shrimp in a bowl sized for ice kachangg..

there was no colourful mountain mind you..

yupp, we had our makan and aftr that we told jokes abt ching, macoroni and pasta!!
hahahas..

shall not go into that..
but if ure smart enuff to figure out whad im talking abt , good for you..
shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..

the night was followed by lotsa doodles..

angel cannot draw benches..
haas..

lilin adds pointy stuff on top of evrything..

HAHAHAHAHAHAA..

lilin: wahhh.. see i drew this.. so cuteeee..
angel:whads that? lemme see.. a cow?
lilin: !!

hahahah..
she drew a profile of a guy and a hat..

oh well, that was that.. haas..

then we playyed blufffffff!!
ohh myy sonnn..

face face hurt from all the laughingg..
haas..
now we know that angel is actually the queen of bluff...

but even the queen makes mistakes..
she placed four cards on the table but called out three jacks!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA

was it jacks? cant really rmb..
kus i was laughing my head off..

sat there till like arnd ten?
and that was the end of our dayy..

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

well, sry for not going makan with you guys ytd..
some other time yeahh?
10pm is just wayy too late..

benjaMEAN
PEACEOUT=]

2007-04-29T23:00:00.000+08:00

its post number forty and im dyingg..
coughed till i puked, feel like cryinggg..

=/
benji is not at all well..
not in the pink of health but the green of puke..
i hate vomiting..
its so pukey yuckkyyy..
fackkit..

benjaMEAN
JADED=]

2007-04-26T22:43:00.000+08:00

caught wildhogs ytd with gold cloud, sihui, brandon, bryan and jun ji..

haas..

they're actually from dion's og..
this just goes to show whad a friendly place tp is..

or maebe the people here are just cool..
i dunnoe, you tell me..

=]

wildhogs was funny frm the start..
haas..

but that was all it was..
wasnt like hilarious or witttyyy..

just funny..

definitely not a MUST SEE..

aftr that we ate at kopitiam..
haas..

food thr was substandard as welll..

haas..
budd when ure hungry plain soup noodles...

still taste like plain soup noodles..

thrs no denying it..

hahahah..

went out with draco people tdy!

well, partially?

benjamin, chong, donson, jacq, yusni and yvonne..
or rather,
ezekiel, edison, eason, eldora, eunice and elvira!

hahaha..
why choose names starting with 'e'.. havent the fogiest idea!!

we went shopping!!
budd only like ezekiel and eldora did any "transactions"..

went to see the gang at TOPMAN/TOPSHOP!!

haas..

was great to see em man..
the feeling was like just whoaa... dudeeeeeeeeeee!!

haas..

but maris wasnt thr..
oh well, outing on the 30 anw..

looking forward to it..=]

benjaMEAN
PEACEOUT=]

2007-04-24T20:46:00.001+08:00

mannnnn..

it's been a rather sucky dayy for benji tdyyy..

was supposed to like meet alyssa and wenlin at he interchange at 0800 tdy but ended up being like laaattttttteeeeee..

once again a stroke of genius struck benji and he convieniently forgot to set his alarm..

NICE ONE LARHHH BRO!

yeahh..
so benji like got up at 0730..
which equals uber late..

haas.. how he got up though was kinduff comic..

was actually dreaming..

are you laughing alr?

anw.. it was abt this ~~damn hot chick~~ food..
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

no seriously, i was actually at like this fast food place..
think it was kfc or macs..
memory fails.. whads new?

yeahh, so i was like buying ice cream..
the 50 cents one..
okayy i now know its macs kus kfc one is to my distaste..
haas..
yeahh..

so the auntie goes like, do you wanna try our new ice cream?
its the same as the 50 cents one..
just that +DRUMMMMMROOOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL

its 60 CENTS!!!

yes, this is where you( the reader) can give a stunned expression, bobble ure head a lil and go," DDDOOOOONNNNNNNNNNGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

being the smart boy that i was, i agreed..
and found that it was facking huge!!!
so huge that i cld have sworn i cld feeeeeeel the weight..

see the key word here is cld have ya?

AND THENNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!!

i got up..
i didnt get a chance to eat it!!

sadded..

when we got to the convention centre, we were lik arnd 15 mins late, if memory serves..
budd looowwwwwwww andddd beeeehhollllllldddddddddddddddddd!!!!!!!!!

they havent started yet..

infact we kinduff had time to like sit arnd for awhile before like this band performance..
and a~~n obsofackinglutely boring ass~~ terrible interesting talk by "the man"..

HA! the man my @$$!!

yeahh.. the performances werent too shabby though.. werent too shabby at all..
HAHAHAHAHAHAAHHAHAA

but as if the man wasent enuf torture, i started to develop this pain in my earrrrr...

started out as irritating budd grew to unbearable..
THEN THERE WAS THIS HUGH HELICOPTER THAT AIR-VACD ME OUTTA TP TO THE NEAREST FIRST AID ESTABLISHMENT!!

haas.. no larhh..
dad brought me to the doctor's...

found out the it was actually some inflamation of the whadso sumthing that push against each other and the crap in my ear which pressured the thingyy which in turn causes me pain.. yeahh..

just lovely..

painkillers are officially my best frens right now..

budd know whad?
i know thr really is a almighty and loving GOD watching over me..

aftr all that crap that happened to me, it was actually a blessing in disguise!!
SERIOUS!!

went to see doctor so i didnt have to endure that useless briefing that just HAADD to start at three..
arrived late so i didnt have to wwait sooooooo long for the prog to start..

plus mummy got home with boxes aftr boxes of ROYCEEEEEEE..

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

YO GOOTTA LOVE "HIM"..

i know i do..
=]

so maebe it wasent a sucky day for benji aftr all..

benjaMEAN
PEACEOUT=]
the favoured son